The MTV Soul Vortex

This channel enters my life every and any time I am in my dreaming mind and wish not to be awake. The dreaming mind is essential for constructing a reality in your thoughts/inner process to cleanse and purge heavy junk data attached to your self through dark vortexes from the outside. I was kept awake until 6:30 in the morning by our cat who will stand right beside my head and make a loud meowing noise when she's in heat. I drift off and have a dream where a group of 5 men and 5 women were on dates or some shit. I was just observing it from a corner of the room. It felt completely pointless so I switched it into a faux online deathmatch game where I was at least involved in some way, and began having a lot of fun flying around the room "battling" with people (really, we were just marking points of energy at which we would "die" and "respawn" after sending a certain amount to another, so it was really an energy transmission to others who had wished to join me, perhaps just copies of myself which I was playing with and my energy was flowing naturally through our "deaths" and "rebirths"). Unfortunately this didn't last as I woke up to the sound of the television upstairs. It was on MTV, one of those "reality shows" where it's impossible to tell what is actually going on unless you're highly tuned into it, otherwise it just sounds like a bunch of people yelling at eachother and judging eachother pretty harshly for an unknown, ambiguous goal. All the music sounded exactly the same (soulless and monotone digital beats engineered to suck the remaining brain cells out of the victim), all the people talked in exactly the same way (scripted), everyone was trying to reach the same materialistic, backwards goal (probably money). That's all it is. Propaganda for the banks, propaganda for the military, propaganda to keep you in check to remain content with a mind-numbing euphoric slave state.

It was literally impossible to tell what the point of it was as I tossed and turned, attempting to attain a meditative state in order to regain the state of mind which I was dragged out of. Hearing the voices of those people and the "music" was a test on my capacity to completely drown out the outside world (not a good thing as the outside and inside must be integrated in order to achieve peace). I finally "gave up" and had to wake up after only maybe 5 hours of actual sleep so that I could get out of the state in which I was bound to hear this backwards shit on the TV upstairs against my will.

This is what people are losing their soul to, a complex and planned-out vortex which strips the being of any true motivation to reach a state of peace, instead you are presented stereotypes and selective archetypes to observe yet not learn anything from besides how to judge others and accept what a corporate executive is feeding to you as being "cool". The vapid trance in which those around me are sucked into this screen is almost frightening in its consistency to aggravate me and prove that they do not wish for anything that I find to be truly positive in life. They are hopelessly addicted to something which reduces their ability to think for themselves and they are fine with that. I'm sure this situation spreads far, far beyond the boundaries of my home, yet it is here with a tendency to alienate through selection and stir up negative, false competitive emotions. No intelligence, no spirituality, just another mind game to work up a state in which you feel helpless to support a war machine that never stops.

I have a TV in my room, but it is never on. Partly because our internet goes out when it's on, and mainly because everything available for viewing is bullshit. It isn't hard to break an addiction to TV at all. When you simply refuse to turn it on you will feel as if you are being set free. This was an important factor in my process of getting the hell out of that consensus trance which sends us, the slave populace, backwards every step of the way.





Twin pillars and Star of Isis (or maybe "starfish" for anus?)