dancing dolls, delusions and doobies

Pole Dancer Doll Doesn't Really Set the Perfect Role Model

"It rotates. It has blinking lights, a disco ball, and a pole. And it's probably one of the wrongest toys you can give to any girl. Because, unlike the USB Pole Dancer, this one is actually for kids."

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Held In A Psychiatric Ward & Called “Delusional” For Saying 9/11 Was An Inside Job

"Clare Swinney brought a complaint to the Broadcasting Standards Authority pointing out that TVNZ’s claim that Osama bin Laden carried out the attacks of 9/11 was an outright lie. Shortly afterwards, she was threatened and then incarcerated in a psychiatric ward. Following a week of compulsory treatment, the head psychiatrist told a judge that she should remain in hospital, as her belief that 9/11 was an inside job was evidence she was “delusional.” The judge agreed. This is her extraordinary story" (click link for more)

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Marijuana's new high life

In June, an estimated 25,000 people attended the inaugural THC Expo hemp and art show in downtown Los Angeles, an event that pumped hundreds of thousands of dollars into the local economy -- including a $22,400 payment directly to the city of Los Angeles for use of its convention center.

Gundam Wedding (fixed link)

Couple enjoy fantasy wedding in front of huge Gundam statue

A couple held their wedding ceremony in front of an 18-meter-high Gundam statue at Shiokaze Park in Tokyo's Odaiba district on Tuesday night.

Yasuo Kai, 38, and his wife Emi, 37, celebrated their belated wedding in front of the life-size Gundam character built to commemorate the 30th anniversary of the animated television series "Mobile Suit Gundam."

I imagine this is something like a shotgun wedding, except instead of the bride's dad with a shotgun there's a giant robot ready to crush you.

Examiner: Celestials

How celestials assist humanity with extraterrestrial life

Freemason William Blake's Jacob's Ladder

"Numerous individual testimonies and historical records describing physical contact with extraterrestrial life refer to highly developed ethical beings often witnessed in association with extraterrestrials. In contrast to extraterrestrials, these beings do not appear to be dependent on technologies for communication and travel. These highly developed ethical beings have been described as Angels, Ascended Masters, Elohim, and similar terms used to signify highly developed states of consciousness or ‘spiritual awareness’. The term ‘celestial’ can be used for any life form that has achieved higher states of consciousness whereby they display a number of remarkable abilities without technological assistance."

update: Feeling very angry today. Got in a fight with my sister earlier. I was never one to scream out in rage, but I do it a lot lately, and it's always because of her. Everyone in our house agrees that everything was much, much better when she wasn't here. I really hate that I'm bringing this up again, but she is so bone-shatteringly ignorant and stubborn that I just have to vent somehow. I've already got all the proof I need that there's an agenda to confuse genders. I stay submissive and sensitive while she is loud, domineering and disregards my existence. That way, if I ever speak up or get out of line, she can say I've "gone crazy" and try and make me feel dumb. Not anymore.

I really need to be away from this person. Hoping to get my brother to send me that money he's been saying he'll send so I can get the hell out of here.

QuikSpirits

(I found it on failblog, if anyone cares)

Where do I begin? The first thing I noticed was the Oz around the rabbit's neck. The necklace (collar? What is it?) around his neck (dead man's rope) makes the O, and the N can be turned to become "z". The ad in my post from yesterday has a "formula for happiness" and the Nesquik ad is talking about "happiness". Typical advertising, I guess... Also notice the blue and yellow color scheme. Hey, wait... What's that in the lower right corner of the ad? A 23. Not to mention a "Rabbit Hole". Also, "quik" reminds me of quicksilver/mercury and the absence of the C in "quik" leaves it with "IK" which is 9/11. Even further - the "QU" adds up to 38/3+8=11. 11:11. Just to finish things off, the "Nes" in "Nesquik" adds up to 38, as well, which again is 11. 11+11+11 is 33, an important number in Freemasonry (They use it a lot, that's for sure). Edit: The "9/11" can also be a 9+1+1, which is 11. Even then, if you add the 9 and the 11 to make 20, you still get 42 as the sum.

In the next ad we have something about "Northridge (double R) Wine and Spirits", the price tag is 17.99, 17 and 99 are significant since 17 represents Osiris/Oz and 99 is 18, or 666, or R). There's another 23 in this one. "Clear Channel" at the top is a double C, but since there are actually three of them in the logo, it's a 9. What's up with these 9s? There are 6 of the Clear Channel Cs in the picture so that's 18 or 666, again. The ad from my post yesterday also had two triple Cs.

Be a Man, Hulk

Randy "Macho Man" Savage ft. 50 Cent - Be a Man

I kind of wish I didn't know this existed. Here it is anyway. Have this, too:



(video and image stolen from Cracked)

Also, my little sister told me our local ice cream truck driver looks exactly like Hulk Hogan. (I have two sisters, my older sister is the one who I get into fights with. My little sister is pretty cool.)

1320

Megadeth - 1320

13+20=33.

M(ega[13])d(eth[33])=17.

This song's alright... All he sings about is racing, though (I guess there's that racing site on the Synchromystic Blogspotters list, and the obvious "human race" thing). It's not bad, musically. There seem to be a lot of musicians using this kind of symbolism, whether they know it or not is a question I always keep in mind.

The 4-mula 4 Happiness (update)

Not only does this not make any fucking sense (disembodied mouths + electroshock = smiley face divided by water? What?), it features a few prominent sync symbols. We have a trinity of mouths with the word "coca cola" (CC, it actually has 3 Cs which would equal 9) inside, a cross (plus sign), a lightning bolt (symbol of Zeus/Jupiter, also a reference to Satan as he "fell from heaven like a lightning bolt", Freeman also points out that Barack means lightning and "Obama" means "from heaven"), an 11 (equal sign), a smiley face (recurring theme, possible Solar symbol), and H2O, which is the chemical equation for water, which just happens to have a double H thing going on (88/HH, Holiest of Holies), so I'm seeing the sum of the equation as yellow (typical color of a smiley face) above blue water, making blue and yellow. The formula for happiness is esoteric symbols, materialism and freemasonry? Who knew? Now, if the smiley face was below the water, we could say the smiley face was "dividing the water", as in "parting the red sea/C" (which can be seen in the mouth). Unfortunately, the equation does not call for that interpretation...

Also notice the DNA film on the right. This DNA film has some blue things popping out of it. Blue floWers, perhaps? There's also a green cactus on the left (CaCtus, I learned recently that "Tuss" is Cornish dialect for "erection", and "Cac" sounds like "Cock"). Green (Osirian) erection??

It's also a very ugly, nazi-like (in the color scheme, red black and white) and dumb advertisement. "Yes, Happiness is merely a chemical regulating itself through our physical brain, and we found the equation to produce it solely by will, which actually involves you devouring our product logo with your freakish tri-mouth and electrocuting yourself. Then you can split the sun up into two hydrogen molecules and one oxygen molecule with your happiness laser."

Update: Drew this up to show some other stuff...


Notice the smiley face (3) is divided by the H2O (3). That would give us 1. All the symbols lead to three into one, or a Trinity.

"The For(4)mula For(4) Happiness", 4x4 is the magic square of Jupiter (already mentioned as having resonance with the lightning bolt), not to mention Obama is the 44th president.

The "Coca Cola" in the upper left is basically a red 9 (C+C+C=9), or red I(9)/eye.

Update: The weird triple mouth is starting to remind me of one of those god/goddess statues from either Hindu or Mayan mythology. Can't remember which one at the moment...

Another Kennedy down at age 77

Ted Kennedy Dies of Brain Cancer at Age 77

Sen. Ted Kennedy died shortly before midnight Tuesday at his home in Hyannis Port, Mass., at age 77.

The man known as the "Liberal Lion (LL/77) of the Senate" had fought a more than year-long battle with brain cancer, and according to his son had lived longer with the disease than his doctors expected him to.

"We've lost the irreplaceable center of our family and joyous light in our lives, but the inspiration of his faith, optimism, and perseverance will live on in our hearts forever," the Kennedy family said in a statement. "He loved this country and devoted his life to serving it."

Sen. Edward Moore Kennedy, the youngest Kennedy brother who was left to head the family's political dynasty after his brothers President John F. Kennedy and Sen. Robert F. Kennedy were assassinated.

Wii - more like "Wtf"

Alright, so we have the W, which basically represents 66 (number of the Qlippoth, the "evil spirits" in Kabbalism, but who knows who they consider the evil ones to be, maybe they worship them or something), and it also represents 11:11 in that the letter W has 4 lines in it (thanks to whoever initially pointed that out).

But then - there's the double I, and I equals 9 so two Is would equal 18, which is 6+6+6. To tie it further into the sync web, 9x9 is the magic square for the Moon, our current overarching theme, apparently.

Put them all together and you get 3 elevens (W/11 11 + ii/11), KKK or 33.

Weather Controlling Crist

Is God protecting Fla. at Gov. Crist's request?

ORLANDO, Fla. – Could it be divine intervention that's kept Florida safe from hurricanes since Gov. Charlie Crist took office?

Crist said he isn't trying to take credit, but he told a group of real estate agents Friday that he's had prayer notes placed in the Western Wall in Jerusalem each year and no major storms have hit Florida.

Crist noted that just before his election in 2006, Florida had been affected by a total of eight hurricanes in 2004 and 2005.

"Do you know the last time it was we had a hurricane in Florida? It's been awhile. In 2007, I took my first trade mission. Do you know where I went?" said Crist, a Methodist, referring to a trip to Israel.

He then told of going to the Western Wall and inserting a note with a prayer. He said it read, "Dear God, please protect our Florida from storms and other difficulties. Charlie."

Let Us Pray...

...That this idea never leaves the drawing board.

President Hannity? Talker drops hint

WASHINGTON – Talk-show host Sean Hannity, a vocal opponent of Barack Obama's policies, said today he would not rule out a bid for the presidency in 2012.

Egged on by radio colleague Bill Cunningham, Hannity said he would consider entering the front lines of the political fray if God directs him.

"I've never made a decision in my life without – whatever destiny God has you've got to fulfill it," he said. "I'm not sure that's my destiny."

God doesn't tell me to lie and seek power and influence doing it.

Ecstatic Transformation

Sigh - Ecstatic Transformation

Kandy Land

Candy Land sugarcoats Lombard Street for 60th

"With its winding brick road and manicured gardens, the famous curvy stretch of Lombard Street looks like something ripped from the pages of a storybook. On Wednesday, it received a makeover that transformed it into the world's largest version of the Candy Land board game."

C[and]y L[and] = 2 backwards DNA



What's that the blue queen's holding? Is that a stargate? The DNA helix is also showing up. I don't think this is the box I remember from school. I only played this game once, and that was probably 15 years ago.

From the IMDB site for the movie Candyland: The Great Lollipop Adventure (I am sick of the word "lollipop"), one of the characters is called "King Kandy" and another is "Lord Licorice". Another is "Mr. Mint".

I was originally looking for the new Candy land movie that is coming out soon, but this came up instead. It's kind of a goldmine.

Our new game may look fun at first. The human pawns will gladly play.

(I'm also reminded of the movie "Joy Ride", which is great for mocking loudly, where the trucker calls the girl "Candy Cane". Not sure why I thought about that)

Eye in the Sky

Found on Red Ice:

Police launch 'Flying Saucer' CCTV camera

"Similar to a mini-helicopter, the device has four pairs of carbon-fibre rotor blades which support a camera. An operator on the ground controls the vehicle's flight using a hand-held control panel with two joysticks.

The drone – which is based on military Unmanned Aerial Vehicle (UAV) technology – feeds live images back to a screen on the control unit, enabling the "pilot" to operate the machine even when it is out of his or her sight.

Merseyside Police was the first force to use the drones, launching them during a number of crackdowns on gun and gang crime, as well as against anti-social behaviour. The aerial cameras have also previously been deployed to deter crime at pop festivals. Yesterday was the first time it was used at a demonstration.

Their capacity to provide extra video evidence could prove useful to police forces which face allegations about their public order tactics, and about differing versions of major events such as London's G20 protests in April."

From here

Eagle "phallic symbol"? (I'm never going to get over that movie)

Humanthesizer

I think I just woke up from a dream that went something like this.

Swine Flu Vaccine Linked to "Killer Nerve Disease"

Swine flu jab link to killer nerve disease: Leaked letter reveals concern of neurologists over 25 deaths in America

A warning that the new swine flu jab is linked to a deadly nerve disease has been sent by the Government to senior neurologists in a confidential letter.

The letter from the Health Protection Agency, the official body that oversees public health, has been leaked to The Mail on Sunday, leading to demands to know why the information has not been given to the public before the vaccination of millions of people, including children, begins.

It tells the neurologists that they must be alert for an increase in a brain disorder called Guillain-Barre Syndrome (GBS), which could be triggered by the vaccine.

GBS attacks the lining of the nerves, causing paralysis and inability to breathe, and can be fatal.

The letter, sent to about 600 neurologists on July 29, is the first sign that there is concern at the highest levels that the vaccine itself could cause serious complications.

It refers to the use of a similar swine flu vaccine in the United States in 1976 when:

1. More people died from the vaccination than from swine flu.
2. 500 cases of GBS were detected.
3. The vaccine may have increased the risk of contracting GBS by eight times.
4. The vaccine was withdrawn after just ten weeks when the link with GBS became clear.
5.The US Government was forced to pay out millions of dollars to those affected.

Concerns have already been raised that the new vaccine has not been sufficiently tested and that the effects, especially on children, are unknown.

"There's nobody in the chat rooms but pedophiles and undercover police"

Same difference?

Luckless Predator Only Attracted to Undercover Cops

On Thursday, a federal appeals court upheld the conviction of an Indiana man whose online efforts to proposition underage girls led him to not one, not two, but three undercover cops, none of whom apparently knew about the others.

The case began in August 2006, when aspiring sexual predator James Daniel started an online conversation with Amanda_13, a fake 13-year-old girl voiced by Sergeant Richard Howard of the Porter County Sheriff’s Department.

After several highly explicit chats, Daniel asked Amanda_13 to meet him at a park in Valparaiso, Indiana, to have sex. When he showed up, he was arrested for inducing an individual under 18 to engage in criminal sexual activity.

Notice the picture they use in the article... I suppose it's alright these days to have memes from a pedophilic, misanthropic website as long as it makes you look "cool" among the disgusting, twisted internet crowd.

I read that the Bear is a Merovingian symbol. "Pedo bear" kind of makes sense now.

Oh yeah, there's also a 17 in there: Daniel is serving a sentence of 17-and-a-half years in prison, followed by supervised release for life

Related: Sex Offender Busted By Burglars

Richard Coverdale, 24, of North Yorkshire in the United Kingdom was sentenced to three-and-a-half years jail after burglars discovered images and videos of child abuse on his laptop and turned it over to police.

Coverdale’s laptop was stolen during a burglary on August 19, 2008. However, on examining the contents of the laptop’s hard disk, the thieves discovered pornographic images that were disturbing enough that they felt compelled to turn it over to authorities, by way of a tip off.

Jesse Jackson's Golden Scepter

Rev. Jackson to return to Chicago with royal title

CHICAGO -- Assuming his baggage clears customs, the Rev. Jesse Jackson will return to Chicago Saturday with a golden scepter, a crown and a royal title.

During a ceremony featuring bare-chested women, fresh goat’s blood and a tribal king, Jackson was bestowed with the ceremonial title of royal “dignitary” while visiting the village of Krindjabo in the Ivory Coast this week.

“It’s a joyous occasion and a great honor,” Jackson said during a telephone interview Friday. “We are committed to working with the people in the village.”

So is this supposed to be normal or what?

Vegetables with a few reflexes

Child Psychology: A New Look Inside Babies' Minds

TIME: You say that for most of history, babies were seen as "vegetables with a few reflexes." What's going on in a baby's mind that we didn't appreciate before?
Gopnik: If you just casually look at a baby, it doesn't look like there's very much going on there, but they know more and learn more than we would ever have thought. Every single minute is incredibly full of thought and novelty. It's easy as adults to take for granted everything it took to arrive at the state where we are.

You say babies are more imaginative and even more conscious than adults.
They take in much more information from different sources than adults do and work very hard to make sense of that information. It's one reason we think babies sleep so much - they're doing much harder work than grown-ups are. They are the R&D department of the human species.

How about moral development? One of the great philosophical debates is whether people are born with an innate sense of right and wrong or whether it develops over time. Does your research shed light on that question?
Yes, there's quite clearly an innate basis for our moral sentiments. The youngest children have a great capacity for empathy and altruism. There's a recent study that shows even 14-month-olds will climb across a bunch of cushions and go across a room to give you a pen if you drop one. And we know babies imitate facial expressions and are sensitive to emotions; there seems to be a very strong connection with other people early on. It is a very hopeful finding.

and

Would-Be Ford Assassin 'Squeaky' Fromme Released

and also

Killer Drones to Get Sound System: "Killing was our business, and the PSYOP tapes helped make business damn good."

Your Predator drone has all the latest gear, including communications, laser target designator, day and night cameras and, of course, Hellfire missiles. But, according to Special Operations Command, it still needs that essential finishing touch: the latest sound system. The command is setting out to correct this, providing speakers not just for drones but also for plenty of other applications, in a new high-tech loudspeaker program.

Genetic Hybridization: Creating the "Perfect Pet"

Behold...

Boffins unveil 'perfect' pet


"Kill... Me..."

Scientists quizzed 2,000 animal lovers and asked them to list their ideal traits - before designing a computer profile of the creature.

The freakish results included the ears of a rabbit, face of a cat, body of a golden retriever and tail of a horse.

The monstrous mammal - named Max - has high energy levels, loves daily walks and sleeps for an average of nine hours 27 minutes a day.

And... Pirates!

Piracy fears off UK coast after cargo ship disappears in English Channel

As the Arctic Sea entered the world’s busiest shipping lanes she made a routine call to the Dover coastguard giving details of her course through the Channel.

The brief conversation 15 days ago was the last confirmed contact with the 3,988-tonne cargo ship, which has sparked fears of the first modern case of piracy in Europe.

Russia’s naval fleet in the Black Sea was reported yesterday to have joined the international maritime hunt for the missing ship.

Mystery surrounding her disappearance has sparked speculation that the Arctic Sea is being used for smuggling weapons or drugs, has been seized for ransom or has been turned into a “phantom ship”.

Phantom ship? Does that make them ghost pirates or pirate ghosts?

update: I got 200 dollars, a pack of cigarettes and a 40 oz. bottle of budweiser for my birthday.

Strange Night

Yesterday, my dog got out again around 10 in the morning. She was outside until very late at night, when she started barking really loud, waking up my dad who had to get up early for work. Each time he tried to get her to come inside, she wouldn't listen. Each time he tried to go back to sleep, she started barking again. Eventually I got up and decided to stay out there with her, to make sure she didn't bark and keep my dad awake, and to see if I could get her to come inside. I was pretty angry since I also wanted to sleep, because I had been awake since 9 in the morning and this was at around 4 in the morning. She must have thought I was playing with her or something, because she would get close enough for me to give chase, and then she would bolt off into the darkness. I began hallucinating after being out there for around 30 minutes, seeing moving shadows and getting really weird feelings. When I was in the yard next to mine (no one lives there), I got really negative vibes and started thinking "is this my future? Tired, weak, running after something that seems to elude my grasp, wandering through the night, dazed and enraged...?". I don't know where the thought came from, but everything else that had caused me pain throughout my life began returning to my mind. I would look for the dog in the dark for minutes at a time, only to turn around and see her directly behind me. I was in her domain now. It was almost funny how frustrating it was, but I was not happy.

Finally, she was starting to look tired. I was about 20 feet away from her (this is as close as she would let me get before running off), and another thought entered my mind: "Tell her to 'sit'". I don't know why I thought it would work, but I tried it. I told her to sit, and she started wagging her tail. I told her a few more times, lightening up. She walked over right next to me and I got her by the collar, and she didn't fight, yet. Getting her in the house was a whole different story. It was the epitome of "kicking and screaming". Once we were in the house, I felt I had conquered a force of nature. I didn't like how I had to drag her into our home, there was something symbolic about the whole ordeal that I can't pinpoint but it depressed me. Poor animal. She's tired of being in a house all day (we don't have a fence). Almost all of yesterday was weird, I ended up getting back in touch with some people I knew in high school (including the first girl I kissed) and a lot of memories came back to me.

Anyway... Tomorrow's my birthday.

edit: I've been seeing "911"s all day. It's been freaking me out a little bit...

6.4 and 7.6 Earthquakes in Asia

6.4 earthquake in Japan, 7.6 in India

Remember, 64 is the number of squares on a chessboard, giving it Hermetic resonance (8x8 is the magic square for Mercury). The 7.6 can be seen as 7+6, which is 13.

The one in India was 33.1 km deep.

Is this all coincidence? 64, 13 and 33 are all highly synchronistic numbers. Even if you multiply the 7 and the 6, you get 42.




btw: new profile pic is from late 2007. If you stare at it for long enough I turn into a reptilian alien. Not sure why, I should really take a better picture sometime...

I recently updated my Facebook so if you have one, add me...

Serpentor

Serpentor is the dude with the weird battle cry. This is a clip from the original G.I. Joe movie.

Serpentor is a fictional character from G.I. Joe: A Real American Hero, a line of military-themed toys created by Hasbro. He was introduced in 1986 as a toy with an air chariot and introduced in the animated series that same year in the five part miniseries "Arise, Serpentor, Arise!". He took over the leadership of Cobra in Season 2. He was created through a breakthrough in cloning research by Dr. Mindbender from the DNA extracted from the unearthed remains of "the most ruthless and effective military leaders in history," including Julius Caesar, Napoleon Bonaparte, Attila the Hun, Philip II of Macedon and his son Alexander the Great, Ivan the Terrible, Vlad the Impaler, Hannibal, Genghis Khan, and Grigori Rasputin. In the animated continuity, Sun Tzu's DNA was also intended to be part of Serpentor's creation, but the attempt to obtain his DNA was thwarted by Sgt. Slaughter, whose DNA was then intended for use as a substitute. Serpentor is known for his catch phrase "This, I Command!", which he says after issuing orders to Cobra members.

Kinda looks like he's being eaten by a snake, doesn't it?


Quetzalcoatl

SeRpentoR was in a five-part episode called "Arise, Serpentor, Arise". Could that be a reference to Kundalini?

update: I'm reading that Quetzalcoatl is another name for Venus. Interesting.

Directly transcribed from the book 2012: Catastrophe or Ecstasy - "The Sun refused to show itself and during four days the world was deprived of light. Then a great star... appeared; it was given the name Quetzal-cohuatl ... The sky, to show its anger... caused to perish a great number of people who died of famine and pestilence... It was then... that the people [of Mexico] regulated anew the reckoning of days, nights and hours according to the difference in time."

This book pretty much confuses the hell out of me (in the very next section, it relates Quetzalcoatl to Typhon and Nibiru) so don't take this as fact or anything.

Fail Tale

Ah, a New York (Oz) Times story about my second least favorite Internet meme, "fail". How could I pass this up?

How Fail Went From Verb to Interjection

Time was, fail was simply a verb that denoted being unsuccessful or falling short of expectations. It made occasional forays into nounhood, in fixed expressions like without fail and no-fail. That all started to change in certain online subcultures about six years ago. In July 2003, a contributor to Urbandictionary.com noted that fail could be used as an interjection “when one disapproves of something,” giving the example: “You actually bought that? FAIL.” This punchy stand-alone fail most likely originated as a shortened form of “You fail” or, more fully, “You fail it,” the taunting “game over” message in the late-’90s Japanese video game Blazing Star, notorious for its fractured English.

So this is partially from a game called "Blazing Star". What is a blazing star? It's a masonic symbol for Venus/Lucifer. Could "fail" actually be referring to the "fall of Lucifer", as a reference to Lucifer's failure at being accepted by "God"? Stretching a little, right? That's probably what I'm known for...


screenshot from "Blazing Star", it even shows something falling to Earth

Masonic (propaganda) Dictionary has this on the Blazing Star:

In the Twenty-eighth Degree of the Ancient and Accepted Scottish Rite, the explanation given of the Blazing Star, is, that it is symbolic of a the Freemason, who, by perfecting himself in the way of truth, that is to say, by advancing in knowledge, becomes like a blazing star, shining with brilliancy in the midst of darkness. The star is, therefore, in this degree, a symbol of truth.

In the Fourth Degree of the same Rite, the star is again said to be a symbol of the light of Divine Providence pointing out the way of truth.

Fun fact: F+A+I+L = 28 (like the scottish rite degree mentioned above), and 2+8=10. Doesn't 10 represent a Hermaphroditic (Hermes+Aphrodite) god?



If anyone could help me out with the mythology stuff, that would be great...




These are some okay examples. But why not look a little further into it rather than just slapping a "fail" on the image?

Any time someone is injured or screws something up while being filmed, it is labeled a "fail" video. These are usually extremely painful to watch, and the fact that someone found it funny is disturbing. I consider "fail" to be the (d?)evolution of "America's Funniest Home Videos", gone viral. I can only imagine the karma that people build up laughing at the misfortunes of others on a regular basis. The bigger you are, the harder you fall... When you fuck something up badly, you probably won't find it too funny.

There is also a sort of education system imprint with the word "fail", in that when we got Fs on our progress reports, it meant we failed the class. I got Fs all the time, and just seeing the word sometimes makes me want to rip my hair out over the stress it caused me growing up, knowing I would have to go to summer school and deal with my parents berating me for it. I'm guessing that's where part of the "punch" comes from.

(sorry about the rhyming post titles, probably seems cheesy)

Cops: Internet Patrol

Okay, who the fuck calls a blog a "diary"? Anyway...

Killer's Diary Shows Need to Patrol Web

Two days after a gunman killed three people at a suburban Pittsburgh health club, local police said they are taking a closer look at monitoring the Internet.

Before he went on a shooting rampage, George Sodini blogged about his plans and his anger toward women and society.

West Virginia State Police Sgt. Scott Adams said officers have often used the Internet as a secondary tool, usually to corroborate evidence against a sex predator.

But with posts like Sodini's online diary, Adams said the future of police work is changing. He said he sees "not only the state police, but all departments getting more and more training as far as the Internet and looking into different ways that criminals use the Internet."

I guess that's a step up from pretending to be horny underage girls.

"Anger towards women and society" is a blanket statement. People who feel that way make up 99% of the internet.

This is also kind of an interesting synchronicity, as I was woken up this morning by the theme to the TV show "Cops". I hate that show. I don't think there are any shows on TV now that I don't hate. When you can only hear the TV, it's just one long, incoherent babble that never, ever stops... Hellish.

Other "news":


Amsterdam: O'Reilly Factor vs. reality

I read somewhere that Amsterdam is also a huge child prostitution/pornography center. Once again, when it comes to TV, either side you take of an issue is the wrong one. The reasons the Fox News puppets are using for their argument are wrong, and the theme of the video seems to be "Amsterdam is really a happy flowery place". What the hell? At least the video manages to completely destroy the O'Reilly goons.

Anyone else see "Monica Crowley"? How many Crowleys do they have working in the news? (actually, it looks like she was just a guest, but still...)

Update: Jon posted this in the comments section, I thought it synced quite well (armed police guy, television, death, purgatory and hell)


Fifty Percent Gray by Ruairi Robinson (robin sun?)

Godspeak

This whole moon thing is affecting me a little more than I expected it would... I feel a little cold and emotionless lately. I got in a pretty big fight with my sister last night over her constant interruption of my attempts at sleeping. Of course, I do this just as she is on her period, so it got blown way out of proportion. I felt like an ape as we flung metaphorical shit back and forth at each other. I can't wait to be away from this person. I try and bring up my own argument for why I feel the way I do (which I've politely kept to myself until this point), and all she can do is tell me I have no friends and no one cares about me, while telling me she deserves to do whatever she wants because she does the dishes, and I don't deserve anything because I don't have a job. *sigh* It just kind of amazes me how senseless some people can be.

Anyway... Who cares? Just venting a little.

I've been thinking about synchronicity all day. I added some stuff onto the end of a Sync Whole post (G Eye of the Average Joe), and I was a little overwhelmed by the connections I found (and it wasn't even that many). It's really great being a part of that site, I never imagined I'd have an opportunity to work with the likes of Jake Kotze and the rest of those guys, each of whom I respect deeply. I just don't know exactly how to explain what I'm finding, or what it really means. I've decided not to come to conclusions on anything, and it's proving to be a bit of a challenge. I see conclusions as a sort of dead end... There is nowhere left to go with an idea which you have found a conclusion for. Life/Death is such a thing... It seems any time I feel I know everything about a certain subject, it kind of damages my ability to pick up on different points of view concerning that subject.

I titled this post "Godspeak" because of this dialog that has been playing out in my mind all day. I've just been listening to music and trying to piece together a model inside my mind, but I'm not sure what the model is supposed to be. There is a sort of uncertainty accompanying my thoughts, and a sense of urgency concerning my current perception of things. Also, it's good to not see repeating letters/numbers every now and then. ;)

Moon Tune

Squarepusher - The Modern Bass Guitar

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Vampire tourism in Forks, Wash., still strong

FORKS, Wash. – The "Twilight" tourism bonanza shows no signs of abating in Forks, an old logging town on Washington's Olympic Peninsula that's won new fame as the setting for a teen vampire fantasy.

Marcia Bingham of the Forks Chamber of Commerce says more than 16,000 people passed through the town's visitor center in July alone, doubling June's number, and in one month nearly equaling 2008's total of 18,485 people.

She notes that in the "old days" the Visitor Center focused mainly on teaching people about logging and coordinating tours of local natural resources. These days it's all about vampires and werewolves. Logging tours have been cut back from three a week to one.

And the numerous visitors come armed with questions. Among them: Is it safe to go camping with the vampire problems in the area?

Forks:


11:11 Fork


E/3/M/W Fork



Werewolves and vampires are heavy Moon resonators (one of them shape-shifts during a full moon, the other is only active at night/when the Moon is out, both are blood consumers). Werewolves are traditionally killed by a silver (moon-resonating) bullet. The vampires from Twilight are quite feminine, judging from what I've seen. Personally, I think the "werewolf" story is partly about the feminine menstrual cycle...


Symbol for Silver

Director John Hughes (JH=18) died yesterday. One of the scenes in his movie FeRRis Bueller's Day Off (day off = night) references the Moon:

Ferrari scene on Youtube (The Moon is mentioned in the song at around 0:33 in, also notice Cameron's Winged Sun Orb V-Neck shirt, with 9 on either sleeve [18/R], this movie takes place in ChiCago, there is another 9 on the back of Cameron's shirt, which would give us 27 [999]. Ferris Bueller's Day Off = F[6]B[2]D[4]O[15] = 27, non-coincidentally)

Video for Yello - Oh Yeah (featuring numerous sun and moon syncs, this is the song that plays during the first ferrari scene)

Also a double-R sync in "FeRRari". R = 18 = 9+9, the magic square for the Moon is 9x9 (which equals 81, 18 reversed, a lot of RR syncs have one of the Rs mirrored). Maybe the RR is pointing towards the moon... Or does it go further than that?

Note: 18 is also 6+6+6. Two Rs would equal 36, or 6x6, magic square for the Sun. Sun and Moon, Yin and Yang, The Twin Pillars... The moon seems to have a sort of dark feminine energy around it, judging by the events and syncs in my personal life.

Does anyone follow me with the magic square stuff? I'm really pushing these squares lately, aren't I? ;)

(I'm reading that the 999 and 666 has to do with "As Above [999], So Below [666]" [yet another relation to the twin pillars], according to this site. The site also has this important connection:

666 = 6+6+6 = 18 = 1+8 = 9
999 = 9+9+9 = 27 = 2+7 = 9

Interesting...)

Edit: Just to kind of tie everything together, the current year according to the Anno Lucis calendar (used by Freemasons) is 6009.

Finally, here's a silver fork displaying sequential nines/sixes:



The fork is strong with this one...

64th Anniversary of Hiroshima Bombing

Hiroshima mayor calls for abolishing nuke weapons

HIROSHIMA, Japan — Hiroshima's mayor urged global leaders on Thursday to back President Barack Obama's call to abolish nuclear weapons as Japan marked the 64th anniversary of the world's first atomic bomb attack.

In April, Obama said that the United States — the only nation that has deployed atomic bombs in combat — has a "moral responsibility" to act and declared his goal to rid the world of the weapons.

At a solemn ceremony to commemorate the victims of the Aug. 6, 1945, attack, Hiroshima's Mayor Tadatoshi Akiba welcomed that commitment.

"We refer to ourselves, the great global majority, as the 'Obamajority,' and we call on the rest of the world to join forces with us to eliminate all nuclear weapons by 2020," Akiba said. The bombed-out dome of the building preserved as the Hiroshima Peace Memorial loomed in the background, and hundreds of white doves were released into the air as he finished speaking.

"Together, we can abolish nuclear weapons. Yes, we can(/thank you satan)," he said.

64 squares on a chessboard, 8x8, magic square of Mercury/Hermes


Checkerboard design usually found on the floor of a Masonic Temple, seen here on one of their tracing boards

More info on Magic Squares here, scroll down to the "Europe" section to see the planetary and occult significance.


Obama as Hermes

8/6/1945 = 8+6+1+9+4+5 = 33

33 is the number of vertebrae in the spine, which the Caduceus, the rod which Obama/Hermes is seen holding in the cartoon, is aligned with.

8/6/2009 = 8+6+2+9 = 25

25 = 5x5, magic square for Mars. Wiki: "Mars was the Roman warrior god, the son of Juno and Jupiter, husband of Bellona, and the lover of Venus."


Side note: "The most common use for these [magic squares] is to provide a pattern upon which to construct the sigils of spirits, angels or demons; the letters of the entity's name are converted into numbers, and lines are traced through the pattern that these successive numbers make on the [magic square]. In a magical context, the term magic square is also applied to a variety of word squares or number squares found in magical grimoires, including some that do not follow any obvious pattern, and even those with differing numbers of rows and columns. They are generally intended for use as talismans." - Wikipedia

Obama's Stargate Birthday Cake

Stylish Prez, Hideous Birthday Cake (actual headline)

Masonic Blue and Gold (gold=our sun, blue=sirius), Eagle, 44 (4x4 = magic square for Jupiter/Zeus/Eagle, 4+4 = 8), and of course, an Octagonal Starg8... Not to mention all those 5 pointed stars within the stargate itself, forming a star ring (zodiac).

It also appears to be placed on an octagonal mirror... "Happy Birthday" = 5+8 = 13, more Sun symbolism (12 signs of the zodiac plus our sun).

Forbes: "Could catching swine flu be good for you?"

Could Catching Swine Flu Be Good For You?

HONG KONG -- When word came in April that an entirely new, highly infectious disease--swine flu--was spreading beyond Mexico, this was the most paranoid city in the world. Land at the airport with a fever and runny nose, and you'd risk being quarantined for a week, just in case you'd brought the new disease with you.

People in this city, scarred by the SARS epidemic, still shudder when they hear someone cough. For Hong Kongers, the sound brings back memories of the scary time when the city nearly shut down and residents feared death from a new mystery disease. Schools were closed. When people left their homes--which wasn't often--many wore medical masks to reduce their exposure to anyone who might be sick.

Fast-forward. If you catch the flu in Hong Kong today--or in most places--you won't be rushed to the isolation ward just in case it proves to be the new swine flu. You'll be told to go home and rest and not cough on anyone. "Everyone has finally realized that this is going to spread," said Dr. Anthony Mounts, a flu specialist at the World Health Organization.

What a change.

Here's why they think it's a good thing:

Health professionals are counting on the arrival of swine flu shots. "The safest way to acquire immunity is to get vaccinated," said Dr. Chung of the Hong Kong Center for Health Protection.

In a study released Tuesday, the University of Hong Kong found that in households where one person had the flu, the risk of infection for others in the family dropped by nearly 70% when those in the house wore surgical masks and frequently washed their hands.

Pandemic specialists agree that simple precautions are the answer now that quarantining people is passé. "If you're sick, stay home. If you have to go out, cover your mouth when you cough. Wash your hands frequently," said the WHO's Dr. Mounts.

The disease may be new, but the best solution is old-fashioned prevention.

So, basically: "This is good for you in the end. We will pump unsafe vaccines into you anyway."

This makes absolutely no sense to me.

"In the U.K. and Europe and America, it is spreading so fast that it is very likely that most people will be exposed to or get swine flu, and this will help them develop immunity before the second wave," said Dr. Raymond Ng, a doctor with OT and P, a family practice in Hong Kong. That second wave could be a mutated, more lethal flu. "Having some immunity gives us some protection against this virus," Dr. Ng said.

And even so, early infection with swine flu could produce false confidence about beating it again later. "For instance, if the flu mutates in the fall enough that you are not protected by having caught this one, but think you are protected, you might be at risk," McKenna said.

Lots of ifs, mights and coulds there. The overall message of this story seems to be "catching swine flu is good for you because then you'll know that you are required to get the new vaccine".

Sick.

"Your Kid's Price Tag: $221,000"

Notice the not-so-subtle human trafficking hint in the headline...

Your Kid's Price Tag: $221,000

It's no secret that raising children can be expensive, but how about a quarter of a million dollars expensive?

A government report released Tuesday says a middle-income family with a child born last year will spend about $221,000 raising that child through age 17.

The report by the USDA's Center for Nutrition Policy and Promotion identified housing as the largest single expense, followed by food and child care/education costs. The $221,000 in expenses rises to about $292,000 when adjusted for inflation.

USDA economist Mark Lino, who co-authored the report with Andrea Carlson, often hears people say children cost a lot when the annual findings are issued.

"I tell them children also have many benefits, so you have to keep that in mind," he said.

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Had a pretty good day... Although, it seems the happier I am throughout the day, the more everyone around me seems to fall apart. I've been seeing this happen quite often lately. Not sure what to make of that.

US Journalists to be freed from NK

Remember this story? N. Korea Sentences Journalists To 12 Years Labor

Here's an update on that: N. Korea says 2 U.S. journalists will be freed

SEOUL, South Korea - North Korean leader Kim Jong Il has pardoned two jailed American journalists and ordered their release following an unannounced meeting with former President Bill Clinton, the North's state media said Wednesday.

The release of Laura Ling and Euna Lee was a sign of North Korea's "humanitarian and peace-loving policy," the Korean Central News Agency reported.

Clinton met with the reclusive and ailing Kim on Tuesday, shortly after landing in the capital Pyongyang. It was Kim's first meeting with a prominent Western figure since his reported stroke nearly a year ago.

Washington had pushed for their release, with Clinton's wife, Secretary of State Hillary Rodham Clinton, requesting they be granted amnesty.

State media said Bill Clinton apologized on behalf of the women and relayed President Barack Obama's gratitude. The report said the visit would "contribute to deepening the understanding" between North Korea and the U.S.

Earlier, White House spokesman Robert Gibbs denied Clinton went with a message from Obama.

Bill Clinton, BC=23/W. The journalists were initially arrested for investigating the trafficking of women on March 17th, and are now hearing of release on Barack (Osiris) Obama's birthday, August 4th. Interesting numerology in this date: 8+4+2+9=23/W.

Death Worms and 6.9 Earthquake

Journalist hunts for acid-spitting Mongolian death worm

ARMED with explosives, two men are heading to Mongolia's Gobi (T: go be) Desert to find the fabled acid-spitting and lightning-throwing Mongolian death worm.

The worm has never been documented but some Mongolians are convinced it exists. They call it Allghoi Khorkhoi, or "intestine worm" because it resembles a cow's intestine and is about 1.5m long.

The worm apparently jumps out of the sand and kills people by spitting concentrated acid or shooting lightning from its rectum over long distances, NZPA reports.

"Hey, you know that Death Worm everyone talks about that vomits acid and shits thunderbolts? Let's go piss it off!"
1.5m = 4.9 ft. Shift that decimal and you get 49, 7x7, 77

Interesting "Tremors" sync:

However, the New Zealand team planned to bring the worm to the surface with explosives, as it is said to be attracted to tremors.

Now this event:

6.9-magnitude quake hits Baja California

WASHINGTON, Aug 3 (Reuters) - A 6.9-magnitude earthquake struck off Baja California in Mexico on Monday, the U.S. Geological Survey said.

The quake was 49 miles (79 km) from Santa Isabel on the Baja California peninsula and was 9.3 miles (15 km) deep, the USGS said.

6.9 resembles the astrological sign for Cancer (Moon)-


Once again, 49 appears linking these two stories with the 7x7 (magic square for Venus, 77's also related to "Weird Al" Crowley's Liber Oz, Book 77)

Giant subterranean worms and earthquakes? The Moon and Venus appearing synchromystically with said earthquake? Hmm.

Hogs Ablaze in the Dog Days (update)

15,000 hogs perish in fire

CALGARY -- Thousands of pigs were killed in a hog barn fire on the Cluny Hutterite Colony, gutting a main source of income and causing up to $9 million in loss and damages.

And the small community 120 km east of Calgary was yesterday just starting the onerous cleanup and coming to grips with the devastation caused by the blaze, barn manager Johnny Tschetter said.

70% OF COLONY'S INCOME

"Eighty people live here and 70% of our income comes from that building," he said yesterday.

"I can't begin to explain what this means to us ... it's hard."

The blaze broke out about 6 p.m. Friday in the 110,000-sq. ft. barn and is thought to have been sparked by a mechanical failure with a feed auger, Cluny fire Chief Franky Tschetter said.

By the time it was spotted by a worker returning to the barn after dinner break, it was too late to spare the lives of any of the pigs inside.

Pig sacrifice = Ceres



We are in the "Dog Days" of summer, and as I learned from listening to Freeman's show, this is because in ancient times, Sirius would rise with the sun during this point in the year. (Actually, he said something about it being its most visible at this point, and the stuff about it rising with the sun was gleaned from Wikipedia. Also, I'm not able to find any connections between Sirius and Ceres/Demeter, besides that Isis/Diana/Sirius also holds a torch, but everywhere I search I am seeing that they are two separate entities, not to say that two separate goddess entities can't work at the same time, it's just a little confusing)

Update: Chris Knowles has this tidbit linking Isis/Sirius and Demeter/Ceres: "The heavenly insemination is literalized in The X-Files. The abduction in question is that of Isis/Hathor/Demeter stand-in Dana Scully, who is abducted and inseminated using alien technology, creating a human/alien hybrid."

I knew I had seen them linked before. Of course, he often sees characters in TV shows as portraying more than one god/goddess at once, so I'm still not sure they are the same being, but here is another connection, featured on his site but written by someone else: The annual event in honor of Eastre celebrated new life and renewal. The superstition about wearing new clothes came later, but echoed the commemoration of the new. Eastre is in the lineage of Ishtar, the Babylonian goddess of love and fertility. Other names for this archetype include Inanna, Aphrodite, Diana, Isis, Venus, Astarte, Demeter, Esther, and Freya. Freya is specifically honored on Good Friday, the day named for her.


So we have swine, luciferian/venusian burning mass ritual sacrifice, and Dog Days...


(the post which this one replaced was another one of my desperate cries for attention, but through some one in a million chance my vampiric sister actually left the room above me and I was able to rest a little longer. I had some more weird dreams, but this time they were actually fun, not scary and traumatizing like last time, and I woke up feeling a whole lot better. I'm not sure why I keep becoming so depressed, it's almost like it's scheduled sometimes... Some days it's easy to just say "fuck it" and be happy, but other days I have a very hard time doing that.)

Clouded

I feel like my mind is very clouded lately. I keep bursting into fits of rage and they are getting worse every day. I think this might be a message to stop ignoring certain problems and finally deal with them...

It seems as if interacting with people so out of touch with their inner self is poisoning my will to progress. These people hurt me... They provide things which can only harm my being and hinder my realization of truth. All of this anger is building up somewhere within in me and never comes out. There is a price to pay for humility... People with none will take advantage of our peaceful nature and crush us slowly. I wonder when all of this pain will be over, or if it ever will be...

I like to think I deserve a little more than I'm getting. I'm not saying because I find odd news stories and filter them for syncs that I am divining anything, or reaching some sort of ultimate conclusion on the state of things. I refuse to provide energy to the mass-manipulation machine and because of that I am overpowered and oppressed by those who do. I'm in a dark place and glimmers of light sometimes shine through the cracks which are created by my endless struggle against slavery and insanity. I hate to admit how weak I feel, but it doesn't seem so strange when you see how empty most people are inside, and how they gaze endlessly into a light which blinds... The light they are attracted to is not the light which you and I seek, it is a spiritual placebo in the form of "all your feeble, conditioned wishes are granted through imprisonment". It's nonsensical, a paradox only accepted and acted out by those who are themselves victims, a great cosmic con perpetuated onto the self... An inner cosmic conflict with "one" who wishes to see you free and at peace with the universe.

Our bodies are the vehicles of our consciousness, but some are driving drunkenly into (paradoxical?) well-cemented etheric structures, forever living in the moment before impact... Forever fearing loss, material in nature...


We are spiritually abused daily, yet are numb to the pain which has coursed through our collective being for a very long time. The spirit knows pain, it befriends the shadow to understand it better in order to decrease this ethereal hurt. The shadow is not to be avoided, it is misunderstood and abused itself by those who know only to inflict the pain they have felt onto others. A fake, unconscious existence is offered to us daily on a silver platter, and we turn it away while those who don't wish to look within themselves take it immediately.

Perhaps you find it hypocritical of me to speak this way... I, who waste my time boiling over seemingly minor annoyances. I am able to step back and see the "bigger picture", but it is constantly changing and re-forming. To be one with this divine master-image would be bliss... Wouldn't it? Is that not what we are experiencing right now? Do we seek a void, where we are "alone", yet consciously co-creating our reality? What is it that we seek...? Maybe it's something which has never been spoken of because there is no existing model for it, our true essence...

Still I find myself tense and saddened by my seeming rejection from any true one-ness and peace with the outside. There is an infinite dialog playing out in my mind, a questioning of reality which never ceases, and the answers quickly fade into mist...

messed-up dream (update)

I had at least 4 dreams while attempting to sleep last night.

1. People were in my front yard playing with mud and throwing it at eachother. This is something people in the Christian "Youth Group" would do at my old high school, every now and then they would gather and play in the mud. In the dream I just watched. There was also some stuff before that I can't remember quite well (it involved someone from overseas mentioning they were going to New Jersey though).

2. A band was setting up to play a concert in my house. I hung out with them and told them I've liked their music for a long time. One of them looked like this so I imagine it was Slipknot (though I haven't listened to their music in at least 9 years, I used to have dreams all the time about meeting bands I liked so this isn't rare). I'm not entirely sure but whatever... Anyway, for some reason both of my grandparents were in my house as well. At one point there were quite a few people I didn't know in my house waiting to see the show, but since it took the band so long to set everything up and wait for all the members, by the time they were about to play there were only about 5 other people there. The lights dimmed down and the singer (I think) standing at the opposite end of the room asked me "What would you like to do with your future?" and I responded "Well, I'd like to be a successful musician", and he got pissed. He started telling me how it wasn't going to happen, moving closer and closer just talking until he was right up in my face. They never performed. After this everyone was outside, and I looked at the moon. There were circular gray blobs growing and shrinking all over it, and I got someone's attention and told them. They freaked out saying "It's the dragon!" and I was just kind of neutral. The blobs grew bigger. They looked like compressed video, like you can see on Youtube. Everyone panicked and left, and suddenly there were three helicopters hovering by my house. They were setting down what appeared to be red tape and some kind of stringy, sticky transparent fuel next to the red tape around the perimeter of my house (and every other house in the neighborhood) and I somehow knew they were going to be set on fire. I went inside looking for my family but they weren't there. I remember screaming for my dad, but no one was there. I went back outside and the lines were set on fire. I think it was napalm. I watched someone try to escape and they instantly burst into flames. I then tried to jump through some of the shorter flames before I was trapped, and the dream ended.



I can't remember the other 2 dreams at all. There are a couple personal details I left out of the ones that I mentioned. Of course, if I could think after I woke up (impossible when someone decides to turn the TV upstairs on, it completely destroys my capacity for neutral, observational thought) I would remember a lot more. I felt really shaken after the second dream, it was really vivid. Seeing the moon blobs didn't scare me, those quiet helicopters did, though.

Update: In the second dream, there was a black van parked outside my house on the street. I woke up this morning to see the same exact van parked outside (in the same exact spot), and three people I didn't know wearing black (like the people attending the "show" in the dream) were standing in my yard. Later my little sister mentioned a "black ambulance" to her friend and she told me it belonged to the plumbers who are restoring the water pipes in the part of the house which had to be rebuilt.

Black Star Within

Fredrik Thordendal's Special Defects - Sol Niger Within

Part 2

Part 3

Part 4

Part 5

I highly recommend listening to all 5 parts, of course the degraded youtube quality makes that hard (and this cd is a little hard to find unless you use a torrent program) but I had a genuine spiritual experience listening to this a few years ago so maybe that will transfer somehow... It's definitely fractal music, I love when there are multiple ways of hearing something.

(I had a weird sense of deja vu after posting this, as if I had already posted it before. That happens with some of my entries...)