The owl's in your gravy (update)

Okay, I posted this because I thought it was funny, but I also found some weird stuff.

First off: Owls. Everyone is fond of owls. Some say it represents Moloch, others say it represents Isis. Either way, the owl is symbolic to some people.

Crystalinks has this nugget:

The Wise Old Owl has all the kn'owl'edge, you are on the 'edge' of discovery and recovery.

Someone once told me that the gray aliens sometimes appear as owls. That all goes to eye symbology and the Masonic Program.

I searched 'owl symbology' and found a website New World Order, Conspiracy that mentions the owl as a major Illuminati symbol.

A look at the history behind one of the Illuminati's more favored 'mascots'. That could only be the Canaanite deity, Molech (sometimes Moloch) whom to this day is still generally symbolized as an owl.

I keep seeing the Caananite Moloch depicted as a bull god, but I really don't know as much about ancient mythology as I'd like to... Maybe Freeman can clear this up with his post "concerning Owl symbolism".



Second scene, we have a green sun with 3 owls. 3 is the number of "ruffians" who roughed up Hiram Abiff of Masonic lore, and the number of gods in a trinity (like Isis-Horus-Osiris) and the number of horns Aton bears (as in the 3 stages of the sun, Sunrise [Horus] Midday sun [Isis] and sunset [Osiris])

A few scenes later, we see this:


Notice the binary star system and "paw print" (I'm not sure if any animal's foot will do but here it is, Isis/Sirius/Dog/Owl? Even then, its foot has made a print on the door from kicking it in) as seen at BlackDogStar (Paw Print and Pair of Pentagrams). You can also see a red head-band, much like "Barok" in the post below...

Next, "There's owls in the navy"



You can make out a red Templar cross on the float Simon Cowell is in. Isis has been called "Star of the Sea", according to Wikipedia, and others have noted Maritime Law (which our court/law system is founded on) is related to Columbia/Isis (and the Navy as well).

Moving on...



The calendar skips 21 and goes straight to 22, or 11:11. "The day the owls come" would be 23, or two 3's making 33 (and this appears at 0:33 into the video!). This is where the whole number 23 "phenomenon" comes from, to be honest I see 23 much less than I do 4s, 1s and 2s (synchronistically at least, on digital clocks and the microwave and such...)



Here we see Simon Cowell wearing a Phrygian Cap (usually red, based on the mushroom cap, symbolizes those seeking Justice/Liberty/Isis) and looking a little like a Nommo-merman with his lower torso in the blue "water". There's those 3 owls again...



In this shot, we have a setting sun (Osiris), what appears to be Athena (get this: Athena also often is depicted with an owl sitting on one of her shoulders) holding a trident (which has other meanings, like the fact that it has 3 prongs), standing parallel to another owl acting as twin pillars. There is also a rider on horseback and a tower...




Simon Cowell is revealed to be the King of the Beavers after having his lower torso sawed off (much like how I keep hearing that "masons who reveal the secrets of Freemasonry are sliced in half").

You can also make out a square and compass shape on his beaver tail, and three pillars emerging from his crown (he is a king now isn't he?)

Next shot shows him emerging from the Green Sun/light (symbolizing Osiris, as far as I know) on a throne (another symbol of Osiris) holding a scepter and bearing a crown.

You can't fool owls, indeed... I probably made a lot of mistakes in this post concerning the symbolism, but it is really late and I'm a little delirious. Feel free to correct my mistakes by leaving a comment.

Yoyoy is Barok

Inspired by Adam Gorightly regularly posting weird album covers, I decided to browse a site which I haven't checked in a while called Bizarre Records, and stumbled upon this synchromystic masterpiece:



"Barok" as The Hunter Orion/Osiris (whom Barack Obama has been linked to numerous times), dressed with stars, and doesn't "Yoyoy" look a little more like "xoxox" for Year of the Ox (2009)?


(Watching this video gives me that same feeling as seeing something I shouldn't have seen, Butsekik)

Thanks again to Mr. Gorightly for leading the way, and apologies if he's already posted this on his blog... Also found this oddity, "Furr", posted here for the Zeus/Jupiter Lightning Bolts and the obvious Dog/Sirius syncs, also notice the RR:

Chinese Mobile Execution Vans

China 'deploys mobile execution vans'

Amnesty International has condemned the practice saying "there is strong evidence" Chinese authorities run a lucrative side business out of the vans by harvesting the organs of dead prisoners.

The vehicles, which can reach top speeds of 128km/h and look like an operating theatre inside, are cruising China's streets to make executions more cost-effective and efficient, The Daily Mail reports.

The vans are thought to have been launched after hushed trials before the Beijing Olympics.

"We have gathered strong evidence suggesting the involvement of Chinese police, courts and hospitals in the organ trade," an Amnesty International spokesperson was quoted as saying.

"The bodies cannot be examined. Corpses are driven to a crematorium and burned before independent witnesses can view them."

One of my eyes is nearly completely red from petting a cat and rubbing my eyes. I am literally "C-ing red" now! Kinda burns...



Boards of Canada - Oscar See Through Red Eye

One Powerful Organization

PNC is one letter away from PNAC...

Blue and orange = black and white as they are on opposite sides of the color spectrum

"One powerful commitment to you" means you will have to commit very much to the one powerful organization...

Unusually long month + Eggs and Otters

Did anyone else feel time coming apart this month? Maybe it's just my numerous girly-man mood swings which make some of my posts appear to have been written from another dimension entirely, but something is different about the flow of time IMO. I can't tell if it's slower or faster, just different. It is probably from being so cooped up and lonely in a basement for the last 3 months... I feel like my blog's been up for 3 years. Notice how the post count gets smaller each month? That's me attempting to slow down and think things out a little more. The constant feeling of judging myself for what I've written subsides with a little time and effort...

Cracked eggs: Check out BlackDogStar for reference. Dredged up from my memory...




Gwar - Crack in the Egg (from the "Phallus in Wonderland" tape... syncy)


Look in the lower left corner... Also notice the masonic "handshake"


"Oh grobbly!"

That's all for now... To leave you with warm, fuzzy feelings, look at these baby otters born today:





Unfortunately they were born into captivity at SeaWorld... (I can't believe there's a site entirely devoted to "cute otters", what about the not so cute ones?)

More vampires!

Teen allegedly bites 11 students; father blames 'Twilight' movie

I haven't seen Twilight and I really don't want to, but something tells me schoolgirls aren't going to fall for this kid because he's giving the false impression that he's a vampire. This is kind of a toxic meme (since a lot of blogs deal with particular "memes" now, not to play "follow the leader" or anything) because who wants to be remembered as that kid who went around biting people because he saw a movie?

Honestly, I don't know why I'm looking at this, but it does seem to be popping its head up in the news...

In other sick and disturbing news, closely following the "vampirism/cannibalism" meme:

Cannibal mum eats her chum (as "chum"'s child looks on in horror)

TWO leaders of a sick emo cannibal cult have been charged with killing and dismembering a schoolgirl and EATING parts of her body. I hate the way they present this sort of thing as being a totally isolated incident...


Note: I don't look at news sites often, but I do enjoy perusing Fark.com for events which you won't see in the mainstream media...

And now, a song about a giant shark.


I seem to be in a good mood lately, even without cigarettes or weed... I would like to thank the practice of Trance Meditation, as clearing the mind of thoughts allows easier access to the heart... It also gives you some crazy weird dreams, which you'll be focusing on more than other trivial problems in life which are actually easily solved and done away with...

"I am a phoenix" + vampire school

Found this Saturnian cult ad clinging to a "story" about vampires roaming a school:




Headmaster: No Vampires At Our School

BOSTON -- The headmaster of one of the city's most prestigious exam schools is dealing with an unusual rumor sweeping student classrooms.

There are no vampires at Boston Latin School, says headmaster Lynne Moone Teta.

Seriously.

"Seriously, you guys. Seriously."

Students at the school, which was founded in 1635, began e-mailing news organizations Wednesday night with the strange story of vampires roaming the halls.
"Supposedly 3 students believe that they are vampires and today when a student was bitten the police were informed," wrote one student in a message to TheBostonChannel.com. "I heard that one girl was arrested another suspended."

Is this not straight out of a recent South Park episode?

In its long, rich history the school's students have included revolutionary firebrands Ben Franklin, Sam Adams, John Hancock, but likely never vampires.

Hmm, maybe the "Vampire" meme just carried itself across centuries... Wouldn't be surprised if there were some bloodsucking types roaming the halls... It was always the straight A, student-governnment-association types who were the ones I avoided most. Daywalkers, the lot of them.

In other news, more animal mass-murdering accepted as a scientific solution:

Toxic toads targeted in Australia's 'Toad Day Out'

Hitler's paintings auctioned off

Pop Pedophilia: 40 year old attempts to meet 13 year old after playing World of Warcraft over internet (this story combines a lot of things I abhor)

This one's important: Government spies on social sites in the name of "fighting terror". Why can't they realize that they're actually causing terror? What's that..? You mean they actually know that what they're doing is part of the degradation of humanity? Alright then... I mean, that's the only way I can see any of this making a small fragment of sense... They cause (well, start a "copycat" procession) all of the awful stuff that happens on the internet and then want to be seen as "heroes" for stopping it...

"We have no way of knowing whether Osama bin Laden is chatting to Abu Hamza on Facebook. Or terrorists could be having a four-way chat on Skype," he said.

Is this really the way they think? Anyone who thinks we actually put these people into power, say "Aye".... *dead silence*

I sometimes get the feeling we accept these monstrous warmongers the same way we would accept getting kicked in the face every day... We submit because the symbols accompanying their presence tell us to submit, then continue following their lead in a trance of utter soullessness... The feeling of "deja vu" synchronicity I'm getting right here is "I really wish everyone would wake up".

Is that you, Satan?

Woman arrested after sending obscene video to friend

SARASOTA COUNTY, FL -- Sarasota County Deputies have arrested a woman who videotaped herself having sex with two dogs.

Deputies say Caroline Willette videotaped herself having sex with two dogs and watching child pornography with a friend.

The 53-year-old gave a CD with the images to an acquaintance, who turned it over to police. Willette is in Sarasota County Jail and is charged with three counts of possessing child porn.

Willette admitted to detectives that she had sex with the animals in her home and watched young girls perform sex acts on the Internet.

This story is like, 800 billion shades of wrong. What's even worse is, this type of thing isn't even shocking to me anymore, the only thing that's shocking is that someone actually decided to cover it, and that this sort of thing happens every day and it's like we can't even begin to imagine how fucked up and disturbing it gets in circles where nothing is allowed to be let out. "What happens in Vegas, stays in Vegas" if you catch my drift...

This is just the latest in a string of Bestiality "copy cats" in the news recently... Looking around the internet, it seems like everyone is overlooking the whole "child porn" thing and saying she was just cruel to animals and that was the only offense. In other news: People are more unevolved than any animal roaming the earth (that includes you, parasitic worms!)

I guess you could see some Sirius symbolism in this, but that's really more of a detail easily swept under the rug...

Gerbil Genocide

China fights gerbil plague with 'the pill'

Forestry officials in the city of Changji in the vast Xinjiang region began distributing the pellets last May to curb the exploding gerbil population, Xinhua news agency said.

Exploding gerbils, eh?

In what way is this different from the Human version of "the pill" being used for population control? We are like a plague of pests to our "immaculate" masters...




Gerbil.




In other news:

All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy

Leaving PCs on overnight costs companies $2.8B a year

North Dakota gets ready for potential flood disaster

"A MUM told last night how callous traffic wardens gave her a parking ticket after she stopped her car to resuscitate her severely disabled son." (shows how most "police" are trained to hold complete disregard for human safety)

Girl cut with razor by boys who took cell phone (this one gets a big WTF out of me...)

MANATEE COUNTY – A girl who lost her cell phone while walking later discovered two boys had it, and when she asked for it back, one boy cut her repeatedly with a small razor, the Manatee Sheriff’s Office said.

The girl had just taken a walk and returned to her home around 4 p.m. Monday when she realized she lost her cell phone.

She retraced her steps back to the 6200 block of Rosefinch Court in Bradenton and saw two boys with the phone, the report said.

The boys, who were about 12 to 14 years old, appeared to have been playing a “Star Wars” game because they wore goggles and latex gloves and were swinging plastic or rubber bats, the girl told deputies.

A struggle over the phone ensued, and one boy approached her from behind and slashed at her shoulder multiple times with a weapon the girl described as a pencil with a razor attached.

The girl let go of the phone, and while she struck the boy cutting her, the other boy swung a bat against her stomach, the report said.

The boys then threw the phone into a nearby wooded area and fled.

The girl sustained a bruise on her stomach and “superficial” cuts that bled profusely, the report said.

Mexico: The Next Iraq or Afghanistan? (blotter, lol)

Dream of Osiris (update)

This blog is becoming more of a dream log than anything. Oh well...

In my dream last night, I was in a room with 2 girls, I think it was both of my sisters. Anyway, at one point, I watched a figure wearing a black robe with a hood, a skull-ish face and a scythe/scepter enter the room. I "got" that he was persuading us to choose someone for him to kill (while giving the impression that we had to choose someone), and he handed my sister a card while I told her "you don't have to choose anyone. Just tell him you choose no one." She handed the card back to him and he then left... That's all I remember. We treated him as if it were completely normal to witness the Grim Reaper enter the room. He was hunched over (shorter than me) and his robe was adorned with gold and jewels. I call him "Osiris" because Osiris pretty much fits the definition of what most people call "The Grim Reaper".

Maybe it's from actually taking conscious notice of all the "17"s and "Oz"s that seem to be everywhere that I conjured him up... If anyone has any thoughts on what this means, if I'm unintentionally inviting ancient archetypal gods into my life, please let me know...



Update: Decided to draw this picture of what I most vividly remember from the dream:


That thing on his back is gold and jewels, not pizza or vomit.

Open the Light

Pelican - Drought

Man, today was one of those slow days... We don't have any real lightbulbs so I'm stuck with lighting my room with one of those "low energy" lightbulbs (the ones that look like a coiled snake) when it gets dark and I'm pretty sure this story posted on Red Ice is true. I'm so used to being in dim, warm light that this faux-lightbulb totally throws me off. It's usually only when it's turned on that I start feeling anxious and depressed seemingly out of nowhere, I also feel like there is dust covering my entire body including my eyes... Ooh, found a 17 in the lightbulb story:

“The problem is that many councils do not know the correct guidelines for disposing of the lamps. Only six out of 17 we spoke to knew the rules.”

Everything's grinding to a halt now...






Boards of Canada - Open the Light

(I probably shouldn't open my lightbulb, mercury would come out)

No Privacy!

Something I've noticed over the last few years, since the "War on Terra" began, is that we no longer have a shred of privacy, and even time itself seems to be peeking in on us every now and then... I believe this is why the All-Seeing-Eye is all over the place, and the cause of the popularity of "Reality Shows". CCTV cameras in england and "red light" cameras in America are just a couple of examples of what I've found to be extreme violations of privacy. It's like the government is some peeping tom, some voyeur getting its kicks off watching you without you knowing it. I'm about 90% certain that all of our computers are data mined and filtered to look for certain words.







I think it sucks that we have our individual privacy stripped away from us while a bunch of rich bastards in their secret clubs do things "on the square" that will never reach the light of day (and it may be better that way, considering the lack of humanity apparent in these circles). Living in a house with your family = no privacy whatsoever (especially if your room doesn't have a door, like mine). Living with a roommate in an apartment = a little privacy when they're gone except for people in other apartments, complete opposite when they're there. Living by yourself = Good luck ever having enough money to support yourself individually, sucker!

I only bring this up because people are so touchy these days yet they have no idea what's going on behind the curtain, they'd rather see YOU as a monster for demanding a little privacy than see all the government and secret society bigwigs expose all their secrets, they'd rather live under constant surveillance by these freaks than allow anyone near them a speck of privacy, and I believe this comes out in synchronicity through the un-tapped psychic powers of others who can, on a whim, invade your private space especially when you least want them to. It's damn annoying! My blog is up specifically to detach from "privacy" because there is a state of mind which does not want to be hidden and I like to expose it from time to time, but I sometimes feel that my own thoughts aren't even private anymore (it's like every time I think something I'm actually yelling it out loud and everyone can hear it) and when the coincidences pile up, I feel utterly imprisoned by the minds of those immediately around me...

Auric Distortion

I went through a brief period of emotional agony a couple of hours ago... I think we experience these fits of desperation and loneliness to come out of it feeling like we've really overcome something serious, but my life is pockmarked with these craters of feeling low. To be honest, I don't want to smoke cigarettes anymore, as being dependent on them when I can't get any is really hellish. I started because at one point last year I was experiencing stress beyond anything I had ever been through, and had finally tried a cigarette after 19 years of not smoking them. I hate saying I'm going to do one thing (quit) and then do something contradicting that (keep smoking) and today I've already felt hazy, confused and frustrated from not smoking for the last 6 hours. Let's just see how this works out... Thanks to everyone for being receptive of my personal issues, they get in the way of me actually doing any sort of research (besides into my own mind).

The feeling that I'm drifting backward in time is growing stronger... My teenage years were mostly spent being really, really depressed (the parts I remember most, at least) so today was a reminder of that. I am also listening to some Boards of Canada, which I picked up in 10th or 11th grade... I used to go to sleep listening to this music, it is high quality stuff, creepy but calming, like reality... I've said before that I don't like to focus on my depressive side so much, but it seems to be making itself known....


Cool, there's a crescent shape surrounding a star shape in front of red light on my mouse, I remember looking at the symbol and wondering what the hell it was all about. I still don't really know (besides the obvious Masonic symbolism) but there it is, and Jake seems to have picked up on the symbol as well so it must have some synchromystic vibe to it. The "star" is actually a bullseye/masonic cross type deal. All of it together looks like an eye, so there's All-"See"ing Eye. I'm wondering if the Third Eye's color is actually red, as I've pondered before...



(mine is white but whatever)

It's interesting that I use the device which this symbol is on to navigate my "white pillar" monitor. Unconscious being dredged up through the subconscious...

Thanks everyone for putting up with my shadow shenanigans... I gotta vent somehow...

It's Meatloaf for Breakfast (update)

My breakfast this morning is microwave meatloaf and mashed potatoes, cigarettes and coca cola. Yummy! I applaud those of you who aren't currently throwing up.



If you haven't watched this video (David Irving - Truth in History) posted on Red Ice a few days ago yet, you should check it out. It's crazy what this guy has to go through just to state an opinion...

Bye Bye Ooze! (buy, buy Oz)



Give C-Bond a try!

(I saw the real version of this commercial playing on tv upstairs and noticed the "oOZe" thing, and that weird face the guy in the second scene makes)

Red carton cigarettes, brand Pall Mall (Pa 77 and Ma 77 or Palm ALL 11:11) with stargate on the front...

Dreamscape 3/22

As I drifted off to sleep last night, I was in a bit of a depressive frenzy internally. I will sometimes get random spasms of self-hate and panic. It's odd how a slate can be wiped clean with one thought as an eraser, to vanquish personal progress and one's idea of self...

My first dream went like this: I was in what appeared to be an internet cafe, which I've never been in. I was walking around, looking at what other people were looking at, and a strange detail popped out at me: Everyone had guns here. Whether it be a small six shooter, or a Colt, I was walking around and observing the guns, which the people in the cafe were displaying to me as I walked up to them and they gave me a strange feeling, as if I was being singled out and mocked. I reached someone who had a Colt as I mentioned earlier, and he pointed it at me. I managed to wrest it from his grip and I think I shot him with it. Weird. I don't think I've ever (intentionally) killed or injured someone in a dream before, but I'm sure I had a reason...

Dream 2: An old friend appeared before me and we both had weird knives which looked like fondue forks. I had the feeling he was really angry with me, and everything sort of morphed around until I was in a car with his brother, the "emotional resonance" was that we were worried and trying to get away from something in the early morning hours. We eventually reached their house, and my friend attacked both of us with his knife, stabbing his brother repeatedly (there was weird etheric black "blood" flying around in slow motion), then wrestling me to the ground and stabbing me in the face. It felt like I had been numbed but I could still sense the blade moving around inside of my cheek. I eventually escaped him, I don't remember what I did but he was now gone. I talked with his dad in their garage and he was asking me why all this was happening.

Dream 3: I recognized some old friends from high school which had also been friends of the guy in dream 2. We were on some sort of subway train or something, but it stopped in what appeared to be a convenience store, and I exited only to turn around and see that the train was now a swinging tram over some water. I got on and it was kind of fun, swinging back and forth like a pendulum. I exited again and sensed that I was being chased by more people with guns. I got on my hands and knees (easier to move around in dreams this way than try and run on both legs, oddly enough) and ran away from them, going between aisles and peeking my head up only to see them firing their guns in my direction. They never caught up with me.

-

I woke up feeling really awful, as if I had been through hell. I really can't capture the mood of these dreams as they were dreary and bleak, the middle of night pitch black and early morning light gloom permeating each one. I have no idea what they mean, and I don't think I want to know...

Exploding Leprechaun

How many syncs can you find?



green peaness = Osiris

notice the window on the right makes an "OZ" with the frame of the window forming an O and the Z inside of the shutter.

3/21 liftoff (upd8)

Time moving backwards, as others have noted, is a recurring theme, like in the movie "The Curious Case of Benjamin Button". Today is sort of a "countdown" day. Last night I dreamed of dilapidated hotels in unknown areas, and of morphing psychedelic cartoon characters on a projector screen with no projector. This is how I would view the 4th dimension - sort of an interactive 2d screen which "mirrors" your consciousness, much like a video game, except there are endless screens and endless possibilities. The ancient gods were first presented as 2-D symbols before having statues dedicated to them. My view might be archaic, but I'm not sure anyone can describe a higher dimension accurately anyway...

Our computers resemble the twin pillars sideways, which may be intended, and in my case this is simply my fragment of thought: The screen is the white pillar, and the keyboard is the black one. Your body interacts with the keyboard, and your eyes view the light-emitting monitor. If you have a "tower" style computer, it is more apparent, but since I have a laptop they are both "fallen", I see the two tablets brought down by Moses (Akhenaton) containing the "law" now in my hands. Wait a minute!

I try not to stray too far from consumer culture so that I can pick up the symbol signals being beamed into mass consciousness, but I find myself less and less willing to re-indoctrinate myself into what's important to others (the ego) as time goes on. I said recently on a blog which is no longer around "would you enjoy having someone scream at you to wake you up (hatch your egg)?" and I didn't think "what if there was a physical crisis just outside the sleeper's mind?" Would you feel obligated to stir them from their blissful rest to join you in escaping or ignore the fact that they exist and save yourself while they suffer? Then again, this brings up the "randomness" of nature and the physical realm and time-based situations, and since we do currently exist in this area of consciousness it should be considered...

I've been seeing 42 just about everywhere I look now. This is the number of "Jupiter/Zeus" and this new story posted on Red Ice seems to "cash in" on the Zeus syncs.

Mythic Birthplace of Zeus Said Found

The birthplace of Zeus, as if they went back in time and checked it out. Interesting.

Also check out the cover of Mastodon's new cd called "Crack the Skye" (a reference to Zeus for sure)


Release date: March 24th, 2009

Notice the "black sun" in the center. This isn't galactic center, as that would have 8 rays, this one has 6. More like Saturn if ya ask me.

Update: Just found this. "Octomom" as "art"



This piece of art has more synchronistic resonance than I can point out, but there is the 8 rayed galactic center/chaos being (octopus), detached/reattached head (another GC resonator), Mother Goddess resonance, and the milk which Aferrismoon has also linked to GC, he mentioned it somewhere on Chris Knowles' blog...

Snail Slide (update)

I was thinking a snail dragon would be really cool looking so I might draw one... Not that it could ravage any villages or hoard treasure efficiently... A friend of mine came up with "WyrmSlvg" (wyrm slug) as a band name but I think "snail dragon" is pretty unoriginal anyway. *sigh* I would at least make it look ferocious.




See, mine would look way cooler than that. It would be flying and spitting napalm and dripping slime. It would also be pestering a gardener.



Rough, rough draft... You get the idea.

Dog and the Rainbow Double Helix

This morning as I was greeting my animal friends (cat [sun] and dog [sirius]) a rainbow colored double helix appeared on the floor through the prism of 3 small diamond-shaped windows on our front door. My dog seemed to take notice (dogs can't see color?) and lied down where the rainbow ended, merging the blue-indigo with her forehead. The space in the middle was white, and the colors took on a jumping arc rather than a crossing wave, so one half of the 2-D helix was red-orange-yellow-green and the other was green-blue-indigo-purple. Closer to the door there were 3 spots of light on the ground right in front of her water and food.

No "Witches" Allowed

Are we living in a simulated reality version of "Monty Python and the Holy Grail"? Maybe.

Rights group: 1,000 seized in Gambian witch hunt

"Authorities in Gambia have rounded up about 1,000 people and forced them to drink hallucinogens in a witch-hunting campaign that is terrorizing the tiny West African nation, an international rights group said Wednesday.

Amnesty International called on the government of President Yahya Jammeh, who seized power in a 1994 coup and has claimed he can cure AIDS, to halt the campaign and bring those responsible to justice."

Victims are being "forced to drink unknown substances that cause them to hallucinate and behave erratically," the rights group said in a statement. "Many are then forced to confess to being a witch. In some cases, they are also severely beaten, almost to the point of death."

Witch - Old Trap Line


Godflesh - Witchhunt

Study: Financial security key to happiness (update)

Study: Financial security key to happiness

PRINCETON, N.J., March 18 (UPI) -- A U.S. researcher found a powerful link between financial security concerns and satisfaction with one's life.
Talya Miron-Shatz, a postdoctoral research fellow in the Woodrow Wilson School of Public and International Affairs at Princeton University, said that in a study involving women, those who concentrated much of their thinking on financial matters were much less likely to be happy with their lives.

Contrary to expectations, many of those with such worries had plenty of money by conventional standards, suggesting that there is more at play in obtaining peace of mind than simply having cash, Miron-Shatz said.

"Unhappy? Go get a job, you loser!"

Doesn't that seem to be the (ironically) lazy-ass answer for everything? "Go get a job"? Get yourself embroiled even more in a financial system made to collapse in on itself. I am actually very unhappy lately and the last thing I'm thinking about is getting a "job". Oh, but maybe that's why I'm so unhappy? Because I'm unwilling to put myself to tedious slavery just so I can exist without fear of homelessness and exile.

Some days all I can see in front of me is tyranny... All that's there to experience is eternal slavery.

Update: Scenes from the Recession

Forced into cheapness and herd-like behavior. My heart goes out to those with families to support during these times... I think there's some sort of "3rd world country reality show"-like agenda to make the switch to "new world order" seem that much more inviting.

Spoons

The day we've been waiting for...

Today is 3/17, "St. Patrick's Day", or Osiris's Death Day. I'm guessing that the numerous "17"s we've seen flying around are pointing to this date, or just to keep the "Tyrant/Death" theme held strongly in our minds so's we don't act out of order. I'm feeling something today, but it's not good... I had a horrible nightmare last night where my ex-girlfriend attempted to commit suicide by jumping off a roof and I caught her out of a window before she could fall all the way, and unfortunately she slipped from my grasp and I watched her fall... I woke up just afterwards and contacted someone I know who hangs out with her just to see if she was alright and she was. It was hard getting back to sleep after that, especially since I started thinking about her. I woke up today needing cigarettes but I don't have a car or any money. I don't think anyone should ever have to live the way that I have lived for, well, my entire life, much less have to live under a visible militaristic threat of death like in other countries... To sum up, my life has been confined and lonely with one or two bursts of "enlightenment", both in 2006.

Alcohol has played an extremely negative role in my life, as it was the cause for my mother never being around in the early years of my life, and the cause of a breakdown forcing more distance between my ex (the best friend I've ever had) and I. I haven't consumed any alcohol for 3 months now, maybe longer, and I really don't want to drink anymore anyway.

Things are looking quite dark today... Sort of an anxious-depressed thing waiting for sunset to hide in the shadows cast by the urban decay and dead trees...




Klover Klub! "If you weren't lucky enough to be born into our club, you can wallow in your own effluvium until you die. You were born for just that anyway..."

My lower back has been aching. I think it's my kidneys. Maybe I am sensing the overall kidney damage of the Dionysian cult... I think I'm gonna make some coffee (What a hypocrite I am, choosing one harmful liquid to ingest over the other..) and play guitar or something. Been more immersed in music than the daily mind fuck lately anyway... Decoding it is fun, if only the message weren't so freaking grim. Let's all hope that we can influence enough people to make a real change sometime soon. Great, now I sound like Obama....

Speaking of Leos, a girl I talk to from time to time (the Saturnian Cult, college, has her busy at the moment) brought up RFID chips, how evil they are and stuff like that, and she is 18 years old, so I'm really happy that the message is reaching minds in my age group.

What's on the menu?: Cannibalism

Hospitalis hospital-theme restaurant

A BIZARRE hospital-themed restaurant in Latvia is serving food resembling body parts with surgical utensils.

Decked out in a sterile, modern medical environment and boasting scantily clad nurses, the Hospitalis in Riga serves hearty Latvian dishes and a macabre cake topped with realistic-looking body parts such as fingers, noses and tongues.

I can't imagine anything that would destroy my appetite more than syringes and scalpels in my faux-cannibal chow.


Katatonia - Sweet Nurse

Vacancy

I took a break from blogging for a couple of days and invested in a little "me" time.

Here are some things I picked up from my "vacation": 1. Wrong Way Wizard's write up of "The Shining" (Killing Time) is freaking awesome. Read what he's got to say, and also check out the theories from other writers he has made note of within the post as they are all worth reading. I spent most of the last 2 days taking in everything, watching The Shining again with his words in mind proves to be an even more frightening experience than what most people pick up on from the movie... I had first watched The Shining at my grandfather's house when I was 12, bad decision right? Though by that time I had already seen a lot of horror movies. The scene with the guy in the dog costume gave me nightmares for reasons I cannot explain, I think it's just the way it was shot.

2. I woke up this morning, and consciously went out of my body. I was face down outside (either my house or someone else's, I don't know for sure but there was a house) and I vividly recall the feeling of just sort of "popping" into this alternate body and seeing the grass in front of my face. I couldn't stand up, it seemed like the muscles in my legs didn't want to work. I somehow wound up in a girl's bed, releasing an audible sigh which woke me up (and I think my dad heard it too, awkward!).


I really spent most of my time sleeping and meditating (or both at the same time) so there's really not much to report... No huge revelations, no mind-shattering realizations and bad emotional spirals, just sort of surfing a wave.. I want to bring attention to this poster which hangs on the wall next to my bed:



I bought it from a Tower Records store right before they closed down. Red skeksis smile over green (heart) Gelflings, players trapped within the boundaries of the Yellow (ego) box though the creators (whose names are in 5th circuit Throat chakra Blue) are outside the box. Skeksis scepter has Moon symbols, including the crab claws (Cancer = moon), syncing with the big black pillar below, and the upside down triangle black pillar/Eye-in-Pyramid. Also take note of the tetrahedron/sun/merkabah behind the Red chakra resonating Skeksis overlord. Frank OZ had something to do with this, we are told...

Look what date it was released: 17 December 1982 (chinese year of the Dog/Sirius)

Certificate of Debaptism

Atheists call for 'debaptism'

Now Mr Hunt has become the pioneer in a rejuvenated campaign for a way of cancelling baptisms given to children too young to decide for themselves whether they wanted this formal initiation into Christianity.

However, baptism is proving a difficult thing to undo.

The local Anglican diocese, Southwark, refused to amend the baptismal roll as Mr Hunt had wanted, on the grounds that it was a historical record.

"You can't remove from the record something that actually happened," said the Bishop of Croydon, the Right Reverend Nick Baines.

Found this golden nugget within the story:

Instead the diocese suggested that the best way for Mr Hunt to renounce his baptism was to advertise it in the London Gazette, a journal of record with an ancestry going back to the 17th Century.

There really wasn't any reason for them to include the details of how old the newspaper was other than to throw in a "17".

The article also talks about Baptism as a "death and rebirth" initiation (I didn't even know that!) so there's even more Osiris stuff... Better to mock-drown the children rather than throw them into a well or bury them alive, I suppose..?

Just to tie things up...

Death - Baptized in Blood

Friday the 13th in february and march

Here's some interesting connections between last month and this month's Friday the 13th occurrence.

Continental Airlines Flight 3407 crashed into a house in Clarence, New York late Thursday, February 12, 2009, causing a fire that lasted until that Friday morning (February 13) and killing 50.

The Friday the 13th remake was released on the 13th of February.

Resident Evil 5 is being released on March 13th. (takes place in Africa, new target of the NWO and the location of Giza)

Black Sabbath's eponymous debut album was released in the UK on Friday, February 13, 1970. (okay, back in time, still interesting)

Joss Whedon's new show Dollhouse (MK to the core) aired its pilot on February 13th 2009

Here's why I think this is even more interesting:

The Knights Templar were a monastic military order founded in Jerusalem in 1118 C.E., whose mission was to protect Christian pilgrims during the Crusades (Wikipedia sucks). Over the next two centuries, the Knights Templar became extraordinarily powerful and wealthy. Threatened by that power and eager to acquire their wealth, King Philip secretly ordered the mass arrest of all the Knights Templar in France on Friday, October 13, 1307 - Friday the 13th.[1]

So, keep your eyes peeled today... Something big may or may not happen!


One Eyed Horus/All-Seeing Eye. This movie was released Friday, April 13th 1984 (hehe).


The lady on the right is named "Sheva" (Shiva? Obviously..)

Wikipedia page for Black Sabbath - s/t (I am actually not a huge fan of Black Sabbath, never really appealed to me after hearing "Crazy Train" 50,000 times on the radio and it never clicked, though I will say Sabbath Bloody Sabbath is awesome on its own)


Black Sabbath - N.I.B.

Updates on the Ent Attack + Troll 2 Syncs

Not to downplay this near-fatal experience, but my family seems more connected now and my dad, who I have never known to be spiritual, thinks a "force" helped him escape the carnage (along with others who surveyed the damage) and personally, I think it was kind of a zero-point adrenaline thing. Anyway, all our utilities are up and running again, the gaping hole in our house is covered up, and we have a new temporary family member in the plant consciousness homicidal tree (now missing most of its branches). Treebeard's quite the "homewrecker"... Interesting that all of this happened on the full moon on 3/11 (11 11 11) and seemingly synchronized with the school shootings in the media where other people came face to face with death. I think my family learned a whole lot about synchronicity yesterday but they seem to be positively in awe so I'll let them figure it out (not like I have any answers anyway)...

In other news, I am having a bad time sleeping, as I was kept awake from 6 in the evening on tuesday until 10 in the evening last night. Having to stay awake for 28 hours straight isn't fun when all you want to do is pass out but there's so much stuff going on around you that every time you start to fade out something else wakes you up. Enough of my whining..


I watched the (disturbing, hilariously god-awful) movie Troll 2 and noticed a couple of syncs, check 'em out. The second scene in the movie starts with a heart shape, and goes on to show 2 black and white cats (KK or Chariot tarot), a stuffed animal lion (another K2/K@!) a black and white dog (Sirius), a Sun Disk shaped straw hat (as seen in The Last Dragon) with a Red Ribbon around the brim, a horse with an arrow under it (Sagittarius), and a poster of Johnny Depp. They fly by so fast due to the horrible editing so it would take an hour to take screenshots. If you want a good idea of what this movie is like, watch this montage of scenes from the movie:



And now for the very few syncs which I did find:


Orion, Jupiter and Joker



Saturn and Jupiter


4 Archetypal Colors (the lighting makes the green on the left look more like blue, really more of a bluish green)


Now here's a song about trees by Rush (which just so happens to be my dad's favorite band):


Rush - The Trees

The Wind and the Trees

This morning at 7 AM as I was watching Rifftrax videos on Youtube, my lights flickered and I sensed a rumble and a horrendous "thud". I went upstairs and saw my dad running from the hallway leading to his room into the kitchen in total shock as I had never seen him before. A strong gust of wind had uprooted a tree next to our house and it had come crashing down into my dad's room, falling directly on the bed where he sleeps. My dad miraculously survived this event with no injuries besides some scratches. The tree cut through our house completely, dividing it in two. When I saw his room, I felt a wave of tremendous fear run through me. The ceiling was on his bed. He had instinctively rolled out of his bed and onto the floor just before the tree crashed down all the way.

A little afterwards as we were winding down, my little sister said she had a dream 2 nights ago about my older sister and my dad dying (my older sister's room is positioned right next to where the tree fell). There were also many, many other synchronicities surrounding the event. It was still dark outside when this happened so I couldn't see all of the damage, and by this time there were people from the fire department and an ambulance in front of our house. It all seemed like a nightmare. The top of the tree landed on my older sister's car, damaging the door and breaking some windows.

I say "Meteors" to all your pre-launchery!

"What's your captainface?"

"Space: Defined by scientists as the coolest place in the universe to throw up."

Note: The guys who make these cartoons graduated from the high school I attended in Atlanta.

Contact made with... something.

Last night I was offered some Krazy Kannabis, and I didn't think twice. Unfortunately, I spiraled into something bad, yet again. I'm no preacher of Reefer Madness in the least, but lately every time I smoke (usually after having not smoked for weeks) I become really, really depressed. I don't know if it's ego death or what, but something that used to make me feel truly connected to my higher self is now plunging me into a dimension of dark potential. My thoughts centered on my words spread throughout the internet, and I came to the odd conclusion that everyone is angry with me. I am certain that my words here have pissed off someone (and rightfully so), but not the people whose words I resonate with. I saw grim faces appearing on the walls all around me (my mom told me on the phone that she experienced the same thing months before she passed) and I felt I truly had nothing to turn to and I was inside some sort of cage. It was extremely unpleasant, to say the least... It only lasted for 2 hours maybe, afterwards I was fine (great, actually), and I'm thinking that the fact that I was isolated (though I have been to amazing places in my mind while alone and very stoned with a good book to read and the sun shining) and already running through my mind in a bit of a panic as to what is actually going on in the world before I had smoked had something to do with my depressive state. I had some really horrible thoughts about myself and I have never been known for my confidence or functionality in average affairs. Everything kind of ran up and smacked me in the face but it was all bad stuff...

It makes me think that to fully experience love, one must also experience the opposite, to truly know what love is. The ups and downs (neutral to extreme) are becoming more apparent. Lately I've seen my excursions into cannabis-induced psychosis as a product of synchronicity, a sort of punishment for my neglect of the boundaries of others as my boundaries of my perception of self are stretched and torn. Needless to say, any time I smoke weed I trip really, really hard. It's super-effective. I just need the right atmosphere in order to reach those states of "knowing" I relate my previous kozmik journeys with, and my current atmosphere is actually quite cluttered and dark.

Spider Labyrinth

from Youtube: "Trailer for this stylish Italian horror film by Gianfranco Giagni. A really surreal, stylish and horrifying tale about a scientist who arrives at Budapest to investigate the failure of a top-secret project and is soon entangled in a web of a sinister society."

YES In Our Fake Currency

If this connection has been made elsewhere, please provide a link. I think I've seen it elsewhere but it kind of popped out at me just now so I apologize if any of you have already presented this.

State of Things

I've got a really strange gut feeling. Listening to John Harris's interview on Red Ice last night, I realized how bad things have gotten in society. It all seems to be made to collapse. I find myself less and less interested in daily affairs each day, and can't help but wonder if I'm intended to think that way through a subtle process. I've lost friends and lovers because of the economic system. There is a paradoxical system in place in which physical freedom relies upon submission to a human force. He says that Earth is a beautiful place and that we shouldn't be focusing on space so much, which others have touched upon and I completely agree with. People are so sucked into the egoistic mind that anyone who disagrees with the consensus trance (like myself) is immediately singled out and mocked, even (especially) by family members. I have always had sleeping problems, and I ended up staying awake until around 9 in the morning until I passed out. I never feel obligated to run around my house screaming for no reason while others are asleep, but the rest of my family does when I am asleep. Needless to say, today brought such a rude awakening, as my sisters well into their young adult life yelled at eachother like 3 year olds as I was attempting to make up for lost sleep. No, they weren't across the house, they were right next to eachother, screeching utter nonsense and diatribe with the emotionless energy of spite. People adapt a nonsensical hierarchy even in their own households. This was accompanied by the blaring of a television set to MTV which they watch constantly (and has been a mainstay in our house because of them), and I eventually got up, turned it off, slammed some doors and remained silent, lurking back to my hole in the ground. Most of the anxiety in my life is caused by things that aren't even my fault. I can't relate to others (for the most part) because what they find to be important, I find to be total shit. It's a disease which is spreading and spreading, and you bet it's contagious.

Sometimes I feel myself thinking far too much and never getting anywhere. Lately I've been submersing myself in violent video games just to let off some steam and relax a little. I don't understand what makes people feel they have the right to dominate others. I almost never speak up unless I am provoked, or if it is a friendly conversation. I think others can sense the unpleasantness of my life through my writings. So much potential, only to have to jump through hoops to reach any position of worth in the eyes of others...

It's not my view of reality and a reflection. It's a physical system set in place to deny your right to your own soul. I don't like that others take up this fascist mindset that I don't know anything about reality even though I've existed and experienced what everyone else experiences, ultimately. We're all operating on the same OS, but our "status" somehow gives us reason to live, and even then, a minor difference in appearance or thought separates us. It's madness. I can't concentrate on anything I really find to be important as long as I am seen as a threat to those around me for how I choose to be, and because of the reflective nature of reality, I am sucked into their mindset for a moment of time which feels like hell.

I'm done with it.