Yes, it's almost 8 and I just woke up. It's probably because I went to bed at around 6 in the morning with a nasty headache. Sleeping for 14 hours is as common to me as sleeping 5 hours.
When I became conscious in one of my dreams around noon (I knew because I'll often wake up because it's so damn cold in my room and I have to adjust my measly blankets), I was talking to someone about the significance of pillars and checkerboards. It was a great feeling, the conversations that I have in my dreams never have that feeling of "this person thinks I'm crazy" that I get when talking about synchronicities and NWO plans. Most of my dreams have a soundtrack (music will just repeat in my head when I'm trying to clear my thoughts, I'm guessing it's like feedback of all the music I listened to all day) so there's music playing and I'm talking with someone who I can't recognize, oddly enough, face-to-face about my favorite current subjects in a good atmosphere like a coffee shop or a library. I love my dreams and I love becoming aware in them. My dreams always reveal something to me which I didn't think of before. The best part is when a girl who likes me shows up. Oh yeah. Just gotta be careful. I've had sex in my dreams with awful consequences (but it feels damn great, although it's been 3 years since I've had real sex so what would I know) which is a hilarious story to me because my ego isn't everything I am.
Ahem, either way, I really can't think of any better way to rejuvenate oneself than to slip into a dream state. It's one of those things you can't force into being, but if you are too lenient it escapes you. A true balance of consciousness is required to really wake up and enjoy the ride. In time, we won't know the difference between our dream and our reality, I'm just getting used to existing in a place where anything can happen. I can feel it.
One thing that you have to understand if you're reading this blog (which I doubt anyone is, but that's not the purpose) is that these posts are spontaneous. They come directly from my train of thought, so hopefully I can really get down to studying something (like my 2012 book which is great so far) and type up something coherent.
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