Saturday, January 3, 2009

Caution: This just so happens to be a potentially average blog.

Despite the cool name, this isn't intended to be a research blog. There's more you can do with a blogspot account than post comments so this will just be a place where I post weird stuff that might be interesting to a small percentile. 


All throughout high school, I was on the internet every day, including all night so I didn't sleep much. Needless to say, high school was shit. I had always wanted to learn everything about the world, at a young age I was thinking I definitely had enough time to do that. The sad part is that all of this intelligence I had built up using resources around me was slowly revealed to be some kind of massive mind game, and soon after getting out of high school (I  just stopped going, Office Space style) I decided to expand my mind, so to say, through meditation. Coincidences, conspiracies, UFO sightings, crop circles, mind control and beings from other dimensions are just a few of the subjects I was getting a lot more interested in although I was always reading up on unexplained phenomena my whole life, but before a certain point in time it was all made to seem a complete fantasy by seemingly everyone, everywhere. It was my rational, growing mind that led me to see the world as an unfamiliar and uncomfortable place. After being lied to for so long, one lies to oneself which leads them to feel at home in a completely simulated environment. I would always think of being truly conscious, which I feel I am right now and we are in an ending age. Oh thank heaven. Big clumsy secret plans by big clumsy secret military factions are going out of style. 

I've held 2 jobs but I abhor the cheap labor of fast food so I've quit both times. It is a dehumanizing experience. A GED seems to be the only way I can get a near-reasonable job right now, so I'm taking the test pretty soon. I'm in two bands, and I'm glad that my creative energy is being put to use. These days I live in my dad's basement and spend my whole day on my laptop but I'll be out on the road in March, probably back down to Atlantis. It will be my third time taking this trip. Maybe things would work out better somewhere else but I can't find anyone to come with me.

One day, gnosis will be available to everyone. I feel that it should be already. 







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