Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Tomorrow's World




"I wonder who chose the color scheme, it's very nice"

It seems that some days, coherent syncs just don't flow like usual for me. The Secret Sun had a great day (IMO), but I feel my thoughts posted in the comments pale in comparison to what other people are observing. I know it's because I haven't slept in a while, but I don't want to appear disrespectful of Mr. Knowles and his excellent writings. It's a feeling that sticks with me, I even went so far as to contact Jake Kotze through email to see if I had posted any comments that were backwards to the purpose of The Blob. He cleared things up as usual, which was awesome because I've never contacted him personally before. It's just something I worry about, if there's anything I take seriously it's stuff like promoting misinformation. I spent my entire morning getting back to my roots and listening to UFO radio shows, namely The Paracast and Binnall of America, featured on William Thuther's Conspiracy Grimoire. Sometimes I need brain food that stimulates that same curiosity that got me looking further into synchronicities and archetypes.

The excitement of the collective is bounding within me... Today a truly unworthy human stepped down from his reign as God of War, and a certainly more intelligent corrupt rich person replaced him. I tire of following these people around but they provide such a great insight into the faults of the world, which seems to be the only way to heal these problems within oneself, and I was once embroiled in the daily grind of catching up with the news stories and reading what people thought, which is what I did basically all throughout High School. During lunch I would just go to the library and do homework or read whatever crappy news magazines they had instead of endure the social gauntlet of the cafeteria. I was, and still am, stubborn when it comes to revealing my inner self to people. It takes effort for me to trust someone, which I think can be considered a good quality. I view myself as a relaxed yet focused person but some of my friends think the opposite, saying I'm really high-strung and paranoid. I can be that way, if you push the wrong buttons. Once again I'm starting to see this "negative" aspect as a positive mechanism for diligent investigation into a matter.

My thoughts are currently distorted from my strange sleep habits, and I hope I haven't caused too much unconscious havoc anywhere in the blogsphere today with my rambling and raving. :) Much respect to all of you bloggers and readers out there.

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