Apologies... Dry (Earth) Spell

I am sorry for my recent ventures into more negative thoughts. I felt some things needed to be released. It's not intended to bring me pity and I'm almost relieved no one commented on those posts. I will try and avoid even reaching such a sensitive state that I feel it's necessary to expose my depressing thoughts.

I've been going through a bit of withdrawal. I know you can't get addicted to weed, but I'll be damned if having some isn't a thousand times better than not having any, and being broke. It relaxes me physically enough to the point where I feel I can explore certain areas of my mind which are actually of use to those seeking truth. Maybe life and synchronicity are trying to tell me I should stop being dependent on plants to reach sustainable Joy. A deep trance will have to suffice for now.

I seem to be in a bit of a "Bull" phase: the mindset of one who is unwillingly dominated. Energy is coursing through me but I feel there is no way to release it, slowly pouring out into non-local events in reality. Robert Anton Wilson describes this archetype as being that of "sluggish pseudo-stupidity", which fits the bill regarding my current state. I'm starting to get the idea that these archetypes are like states of mind which can be triggered by a non-local force, perhaps individually, perhaps in mass groups. If the stories of HAARP's true potential are to be believed, maybe these archetypes are like templates or filters which can be placed over the All-Seeing-Eye-Projector. Maybe the Pyramids at Giza had an "archetypal resonance output" which sent mind-altering waves across the populace. This is possible with Scalar Technology, which harnesses the power of Plasma/DNA, and has the potential to alter it.