I've found that a great form of therapy when it comes to those rage-filled moments of impotent frustration we ALL go through, is to talk to no one in particular. Just type out all your angry depressed thoughts, read over them, then go do something else for a little while and come back to what you typed. Does it still make sense? Do you still feel angry? If so, consider posting a blog about it and then think about how it would make everyone else feel if you just gave up for no reason or suddenly didn't want to be a part of this amazing circumstance we've found our SELF in. It's easy enough to abandon something, but my life has been altered significantly due to the ease of a parent to abandon and neglect a child. I'm damn tired of neglect and abandon. The only thing I've abandoned is a life of pain and misery in a control system that simply does not care.
This was inspired by Jake Kotze. He has been a true guiding spirit in my life and he has driven me to love and understand existence better. He came along in a time in my life where I wasn't sure if I was going to make it through the year. This is the real meaning of "Synchromysticism" to me and the reason that I can perceive of what's happening after my mind was shattered, through my own means and through reading what others on the same frequency think. He just so happened to be as curious and "obsessed" with the WTC attacks as me, and his ideas about it were as amazing and mystical as I was starting to think. Definitely a life-saver, and my thanks to him can't be expressed in this physical plane.
Love and light to all of you.
-Tommy
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