Reality Pulses

Resonance is a vibration. Depending on the emotion applied to the vibration, it can be a dance of joy, a tremble of trepidation or disgust, a quake of rage, a shudder of ecstasy, the butterflies of anticipation, the gentle pulsating of a meditative state... During moments of high resonance, we subconsciously choose how to react to the pulse based on previous experience of what we are resonating with.

It's not fun for me to theorize negatively. It is extremely energy draining. But this leads me to think how waves are a form of resonance. Now, waves can be pumped out across any range of land. If we experience the manufactured high (or low) resonance waves too often, we change our emotional reaction to fit what is most comfortable to experience with our new state of being. The only thing is, this new state is nearly all artificial and intended for control. It is a little crazy to think about... When I think of the past couple of years of my life, I remember the absolute personal hell that I experienced while strung out on drugs and spending all of my time as a worker drone, at the same time I was learning all about aliens, secret societies and all sorts of conspiracies and obscure knowledge. I eventually broke out of the strung out and drone-ish aspect, but still find myself hooked on the mysteries of existence. I don't have any completely "sane" answers yet, but that could be a good thing. I hate being so rational and ho-hum towards the spirituality of others, but to be honest I was never interested in spirituality before 2 years ago so I need some time to catch up. I think I was really spiritual before, but didn't have any knowledge of what it was "supposed" to be like to muddy the waters. Now it's like I can't read anything that anyone says about being in the "spirit" without feeling guilt and decrepitude towards myself for choosing to observe darker aspects of reality. But to me this is the only way to know that what you're doing is right. Everyone's path to spirituality can only be accessed through the self. Who you are defines what is spiritual to you. Whether it's knowing that the universe has placed you where you always want to be and should be, or feeling submission to a higher God, these aren't the only choices, and it is up to you. Be creative. Know no limits.

I believe we are in the closing scenes of a cosmic play. Those moments which, depending on the observer, feel like "great, it's almost over, this play sucks" or "How is it gong to end??" are truly amazing to witness. Always remember that you are here now and you are never alone.