Sleeping from around 6 in the evening until 6 in the morning, like a loser, I had a few strange dreams, all very lucid. One involved a friend and I driving around at night looking for a place to go. Another involved me being chased around a scary house by an angry old hispanic woman. The third was weird... I had a bus ticket to go to Disneyland. Why? I think I got it from the hispanic lady, who had later in the second dream found my house and apologized. My dreams don't usually make sense. So I went to the bus station, and talked it up with people waiting in a line. One of my ex-girlfriends was working at the help desk, and I attempted to get my ticket from her, which was just a manila envelope with the words "disneyland" on it (which at one point I interpreted as Der Lisney Land). Weird. But here's an even weirder part: I went outside for a second, just to see a smoky missile (a plane? I couldn't tell) flying over my head, and exploding in the city. I expected a wave of panic to overcome the bus station, but nothing happened. I then realized this was now normal, and we were being bussed off somewhere that probably wasn't Disneyland. At this point I woke up.
I'm not sure what to make of my dreams. They were kind of unpleasant, really. I guess this is what sleep deprivation can do, besides making you blab on and on at other people's blogs and make yourself look like a complete idiot in front of them.
I went to sleep when I realized that I might be telepathic. I will occasionally think things that I know aren't coming solely from my mind. There's currently a huge danger in this. People who deny this sort of thing being possible create negative portals that those who are telepathic can be sucked into and experience suicidal depression, anxiety and fear. I will often receive either loving thoughts towards myself or hateful thoughts and I never know who to pinpoint it on, besides myself eventually. But when I am simply thinking to myself I am neutral. I'm not sure how to control this and I've been struggling with it for a couple of years now, maybe even my whole life without knowing it. I know that I am putting out a "psychic signal" stronger than I ever have. It just depends on who is on the same wavelength and willing to expend some energy to send a message that says "you are a fool" or "you are cool". Just a theory, but something I've been thinking about a whole lot lately.
Those of you who want to try this out on me, please don't. It drives me just a little crazy.
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