Wednesday, February 18, 2009

A little self-explanation

I am not affiliated with any branch of any fraternal order or any religion, or any cult. They're all the same in my eyes, and they all reek of absolute corruption. I am honestly just a normal, good-hearted person who tumbled down a rabbit hole and I'm currently trying to climb out of it. I feel like I've come to understand so much, none of it is pretty, and I don't consider myself to be on any sort of "holy quest". I have had a normal life as far as I know, but I remember the way the world was when I was young, and it was as ugly then as it is today. I somehow just knew that awful things were happening all around me out of my sight, and even in my range as my family completely fell apart and I wasn't able to do anything about it. I'm not here to look at something shiny and say "it's ugly", but I can only be honest and speak my mind on matters such as secret societies and their methods which I have learned of over the course of 3 years. They are the absolute scum of the earth and I don't know how anyone who knew a thing or two about anything could disagree with me. The real "elite" would infiltrate our field of study while making it look like they're not, and I think it's the people who want you to stay away from Gnosticism (because that's where they get their power from, except it's more like a child which they abuse to become a soldier in their army.) The only way to know how to avoid this bullshit being blasted at you by these monsters is to study what makes them tick. Your "new" life won't look pretty at first, but only because you've been so conditioned by them that your view of a good life has been turned completely upside-down by manipulative assholes in Snuggies. I say "Fuck all of them, they don't own us" and I think it's about time everyone started to wake up. The alarm clock's been ringing for far too long now and we're all just lazy and dumbed down because of the occult zionist/freemasonic/frat bastards who feel they have the right, based completely on material value, to push us around and make us play their game.

I've been very serious about these things for a while now. I'm not doing this for laughs. I felt I was thinking things that no one else was really touching on and that I needed to release my ideas in some form. I used to worry about people viewing me as insane, but the blocks are piling up too high at this point and it's time to bring a few walls tumbling down. On the subject of unconditional love, sometimes I get the feeling I am one of the few capable of this emotion, but I don't have the time or energy to love a bunch of fraternity monsters who don't give an ounce of anything besides pain to anyone and work only to further themselves. This isn't new, guys. This has all been planned out to happen, thousands of years ago, for these people to be in power at this time right before immense change. I'm sincerely hoping that I am not an unwitting pawn in their game, and have taken up deep meditation to try and clear my mind of any messages that could have been implanted in my consciousness which work against me. The fact that I am basically making my mind available for all to see should prove that I am not taking up this cause to gain personal power. None of us are, really... I mean, what do we "get" out of this besides alienation from others and a whole new set of problems to work through? This is how most people would see what we do, but I know that there is so much truth to what is being said in underground circles. It's like my eyes only see what they were truly meant to see: the truth. If something I see isn't truthful, my mind will analyze it (the true purpose of left brain activity) to make associations with what I know is true and apply it to any distractive masonic mind-drain and sort of "transmute" it into something worth looking at, if you have the right mindset that is. I know I'm not alone in this! When I started, I felt like Jake Kotze and I were the only people in the world besides the people who put these symbols and messages in our entertainment/distractions who could see what was really happening, but I didn't interact with him at the time because I was still learning more each day and wanted to keep to my own mind for analysis. Over time, the "glow" of Synchronicity expanded and I watched people catch on, slowly but surely. This was 2 years ago. I still feel that he is the guy to go to for anything media-related, because he has managed to explain the symbols the way they were actually meant to be seen, not how whoever put them there wanted us to see them (subliminally, for control). Steve Willner has also explained the symbols in a way which is so positive that a lot of people (who have been subliminally controlled to see the symbols as "bad" instead of the people who put them there to be seen that way) would be much better off understanding.

I've been slipping into trances lately, viewing the infinite (we close our eyes to remind ourselves of what is true) and allowing myself to pop out of time and experience other realities. The reason that the "trance" state has been demonized is because of the highly occult-based mind-control experiments which implanted any sort of trance state with following the herd and intense pain. I've learned that it is our true state of being, where everything is viewed as being oceanic yet connected intimately. It is the "nomad" spirit, the traveler who heeds to no government, no control system, no other man. It is all within! Chakras serve as wormholes to the different wonderful types of infinities, working as sources of infinite energy. That's all I can say for sure. I stopped doing energy work when it presented me with real situations that were far too much for my ego at the time, and I will pick it up again when I feel it's necessary. What it did was take me away from everything that was unnecessary in life and I learned what is really important (helping others unconditionally, working to maintain oneself, not sitting around at a computer all day, creating art, not being in a pointless relationship to fill a void, being yourself) but at the same time I was vividly seeing all around me that the things I had learned of were completely true, that these spiritual systems have been corrupted in most people and it's really quite hard now to live honestly and not be in a constant rat race.


Things are really weird right now. The more average people who catch on to what's happening, the more panic that they will inject into the atmosphere unless they take up some system of morality. Masonry works as a sort of "mousetrap" to catch people in moderate-to-high places who are trying to reach some sort of spirituality and morality but instead turns it around on them, getting them embroiled in strange initiations, dark rituals, stuff like that. It's Osiris worship which has been perfected over the many, many years to catch the most energy-efficient people and get them into giving that energy to something really, really bad. My advice is to study them from afar, not get involved or help with anything they do, and always keep your eyes open for their strategic use of symbols. Don't allow them to make you fearful, because their power is nothing compared to that which is already inherent in you.

I would describe myself as being sort of "behind enemy lines" in physical reality, I'm learning how the most evil people in the world do what they do so that when they come out of their dark little hole I can inform whoever is listening, as a spiritual node, as to what is really happening. I'm hoping that by that time they haven't done whatever crazy shit it is they're planning to pull on us. Kind of a dangerous gamble to take! Which is why I'm currently typing away, communicating with those who are on the same path, instead of outside with a bullhorn rambling at random passersby.

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