Unfathomable frustration

Here's something that pisses me off: My entrance into the world of conspiracy was utterly disgusting. I learned that secret societies were using their "sacred secret" bullshit to harbor pedophiles, and I can't imagine how bad and global it has gotten since Freemasonry started. This is evil in every sense of the word. People who believe "evil doesn't exist" are in a complete fantasy world. There are rings of people trading children to have sex with them! How is that not the most despicable thing ever?

Most occult junkies would say "well, that's just a story perpetuated by Christians" but see, I was never a Christian, I have always been against Christianity for its obvious cult mind-fuckery, so how would I "fall into one of their traps"? Christianity was started by Freemasons, so there's that. It's obvious that there are fundamentalist christians who are "secretly" freemasons and indulge in stealing the innocence of young children. What this reminds me of is aliens trying to be human: They try really really hard to keep up the facade that there is no good or evil to justify the most sickening acts ever perpetrated by any existing thing. Snap out of it. We have a responsibility here.

Now, nearly every blog I read is studying the texts provided by these sick, fucking monstrous bastards. They have been imbued with what I can only call "unholy power" by the actions of the people following the writings. These symbols are all corrupted. Those of you who follow the "teachings" of truly horrible people and accept that they keep secrets and fuck you over every chance they get: Fuck you. You are dirt. You are lower than dirt.

What, are you hoping to get in on the action? Is pedophilia acceptable to you? Do you enjoy playing this little game they've provided to you, the "initiate", in the form of "symbol hunting"? It's time to wake up. We can't sit around any longer playing games that justify death knowing who is responsible for the degradation of humanity. Everything bad and guilt-inducing in life has been provided by these criminals. It's not your "shadow", it's not your imagination providing excuses so that you don't have to work, NO, your ability to intuitively deduct something through experience and evidence. Personally, I'm sick and tired of playing the game. I want something to change for the better really, really bad. It's sick, sad and embarrassing that these things have gone on for so long now. We don't have to adhere to their timeline and their systems which infest every facet of modern life. Life isn't shit, there are insane people who feel no bigger thrill than making life hell for everyone else besides them, though.

Feel disgust every time you see them present a symbol to you. You know what they control. Know that they are trying to penetrate your mind and change what you think about them. Know that they feel nothing for any human being. Don't be afraid of being seen as crazy because you aren't "happy" with the way things are. You have no reason to be. This trance-like nothingness chasing your own tail is what they want you to feel so that you don't do anything to stop them. I choose to not keep silent. There might not be a "magical moment" where everything turns around for you. The gray skies tell me so. Synchronicity is more in nature than anything. I hate this feeling of loneliness in how I think. Does everyone disagree with me? Has everyone lost their sense of openness and compassion? Is everyone as scarred as I am from the damage being wrought upon mankind by great evil?

Just because it's easier to smile doesn't mean vapid happiness is the best choice.