
Namely, Michael Tsarion, Christopher Knowles and Jake Kotze.
I find their grouping together to be an amazing synchronicity, as I have been immersing myself in their work for quite a while now.
The Blob - Jake Kotze
The Secret Sun - Chris Knowles
Michael Tsarion Forum (fixed the link)
The lack of personal synchronicities featured on this blog is due to the fact that, well, I don't get out too often. I don't interact with much of anything besides my computer and the refrigerator to feed myself. Since I stopped smoking weed, I feel less inclined to report things that may or may not be considered important enough for others to read into. This isn't to say that I advise against blogging on everything you consider worthy of attention, but I have been thinking a lot about what I'm doing on this blog and I worry that I am not doing this amazing artform justice.
At the moment, there are some things I am working on in my personal life, such as getting my driver's license, getting a car, getting back to Atlanta and playing music, which is what I love doing. When I am active in my life and happy again, my writings will probably be more interesting to read. The lack of comments recently leads me to believe I am currently on a wavelength less frequented by those of us who enjoy exploring the universal latticework. In other words, the "boredom" in my life is showing itself in my writings (not that I am ever bored ever since discovering synchronicity, but many others would consider my redundant lifestyle to be insanely mundane)... Those who are truly inspired and inspiring, keep on doing what you do. There is so much flying around in my head right now that I can't pinpoint one thing to write about, and it's not driving me crazy in the least but I am a little confused as to what the message is.
I am not a writer by any stretch of the imagination, I am an artist, and I have always gone through periods where I will abandon a previous artform to pursue another. I started out drawing comics and assorted characters, then I stopped drawing often and went on to music, and now I have taken up reality itself and archetypes as a form of art but have not given up music. To summarize: My muse is missing. I would much rather stay silent than potentially cause damage to a truly amazing art.
One thing I have noticed is how I anticipate something and idealize it, but once I'm actually doing it, the moment has already passed and the structure which I had built up is now in my palm. The bad thing about this is that I am a tad unstable, as I've made obvious through previous posts where all I do is write about how unhappy I am
and how depressed everything makes me. It destroys any positive message I had conceived of. I have thoughts and ideas which I cannot convey through any medium and I have problems which degrade the quality of the blogsphere.
I will continue taking note of things that I find interesting, but know that I am not making an attempt to coerce those who are unwilling into agreeing with what I have to say.
-Tommy
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